Heidi

student n photo editor for the Sentinel

photography, the jersey shore- there is such a thing, alcohol, ciggarette smoke, victoria's secret, vacations, getting away, shopping, being alone, being not alone, the george foreman grill, spring and summer, tire swings, palm trees, tattoos, piercings..

right now i'm reading Strange Fruit for world lit.. it's not so bad so far.

blade, the craft, empire records, high fidelity, donnie darko, care bears, oceans 11, batman w/keaton, the rock, white oleander, interview with the vampire, fight club, cool world

for now i like sevendust, all, poison the well, every time i die, joydrop, adam ant, jump little children, senses fail, cave in, foo fighters, the bled, beloved, sigur ros, the darkness, alk3, nine inch nails, saosin, failure, journey, strike anywhere..

courage the cowardly dog, forensic files, simpsons, family guy, the practice, the weather channel

I've got a regular problem
so my standard break from life is in order.
I'm having trouble making sentences.
I'm older but I don't feel any smarter.

Wish I could waste my time without wasting all your time.
You say I'm fixable.
A classic case, lack of will.
I say I don't wanna try,
I'd rather stay here all night.

I've got a motivation problem
so my standard break from life is getting longer.
Spent over 30 hours in this bed.
In two days, I guess I could've phoned her.
But now that I'm awake
I'd rather take a drink
and walk down to the lake
and beg the sky for lightning bolts.
I can't waste my time without wasting all your time.
You say it's fixable.
A classic case, lack of will.
I say I don't wanna try.
I'd rather sit here all night.

cursed with never being seen in your dreams..
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i wish i could leave myself a testimonial.