dark moments are about to begun,
sunlight and clear clouds are gone.
thunders and waves are coming,
and I'm looking for a shelter to hide in.
rain drops are falling,
the place was wet for roaming.
wishing you where here to warm me up,
'cause my tears are about to drop.
i miss you,
but i can't be with you.
i love you,
but i can't say it to you.
i am now suffering pain,
wish you knew that in other way.
can't compare myself to rain,
'cause they are the bravest thing had ever made.
-bianca_-)
...i always pretend to be happy, talking alot and laughing out loud so that nobody would know what's really inside..but at the end of the day, i always find myself all alone, encountering the crucial truth..
..that i'm too broken inside and not even a million laughter can take it away.. :_c
..there are just certain things in life that are better off unknown..things you wish you never asked, never saw, never heard and sometimes NEVER EVEN FELT.. :_c
...when i start to feel that im not important to a person, i take the initiative to stay away.. so when someone feelz that im quite far, it doesnt mean that i intentionally left the person.. maybe i just felt that the person doesnt need me at all..
JUST TO REALIZE:
"a person who trully loves you, is someone who sees the pain in your eyes, while everyone else still believes in the smile on your face.."
Who I Want to Meet:
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find some1 who wants to kiss your lips everyday.. who lifts and hugs you when your jealous.. who patiently keeps silent when your mad.. who fixes your hair just to see your face.. and the 1 who wants to have lunch with you with his family.. the 1 who shares he's drinks with you.. who squeezes your hand together when you squeeze his..and the 1 who'l want to cut your work just to have a date with you.. find some1 who plans and imagines his future with you several years from now..
..and when you find HIM..
NEVER LET GO.. :_c
Hey, friend,
the flowers are
all gone,
and the sunshine
is hiding in
the wintery sky,
so I wanted to
send you a
warm hug and
some sunshine
to let you know
you're in my
thoughts today.
I'll do my best
to send you
the warmth of summer
when winter winds
come your way.
♥D - different ...really ur one of a kind... for making me feel dis way... proven by time... stuck? yes i am... but i dont give a damn...
♥r - red_handed ...uv just commited a crime, and dats for stealing my heart... now! notice me im bleeding because of you... caused by d crime uv did a long time ago...
♥i - ideal, buut im looking for a real love not for a dream... DijavuUu
♥L - Last_ditch ...my sweetest disaaster and so fool to make some effort to avoid you...
as of now... maybe my friends see me 'too fool for someone... well i dont care.. i mean they dont know what i feel and what i have inside... i dont have the word could fit to describe this, and one thing iknow.. this is not foolishness... its just me, its just about how and what i feel... and i dont care if they do understand me or not, i dont care explaining anymore when it comes to this things..."' cause no one knows it and understand it xcept me, not him or not anyone else...
Testimonials and Comments for biAnCa_=
Hey, friend,
the flowers are
all gone,
and the sunshine
is hiding in
the wintery sky,
so I wanted to
send you a
warm hug and
some sunshine
to let you know
you're in my
thoughts today.
I'll do my best
to send you
the warmth of summer
when winter winds
come your way.
tcare my friend
DriL...♥
♥D - different ...really ur one of a kind... for making me feel dis way... proven by time... stuck? yes i am... but i dont give a damn...
♥r - red_handed ...uv just commited a crime, and dats for stealing my heart... now! notice me im bleeding because of you... caused by d crime uv did a long time ago...
♥i - ideal, buut im looking for a real love not for a dream... DijavuUu
♥L - Last_ditch ...my sweetest disaaster and so fool to make some effort to avoid you...
as of now... maybe my friends see me 'too fool for someone... well i dont care.. i mean they dont know what i feel and what i have inside... i dont have the word could fit to describe this, and one thing iknow.. this is not foolishness... its just me, its just about how and what i feel... and i dont care if they do understand me or not, i dont care explaining anymore when it comes to this things..."' cause no one knows it and understand it xcept me, not him or not anyone else...
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