Friends, Activity Partners

Oct 2004

kono aoi no sekai

Squaresoft, Avex trax, Microsoft, sunrise, NHK (iNdonesia Hikkikomori Kyoukai), HMI MPO

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gadjah mada daigaku, geogurafi no fakuruti

Gadjah Mada, Attended 2004 - Present, Bachelor's Degree, Geography

Mahasiswa,HMI MPO komisariat GEOGRAFI UGM ,

GAT X-105 Strike, ZGMF X-10 A FREEDOM, Zero-Gravity Manuveur Fighter eXperimental model-20 version Alpha STRIKE FREEDOM, HMI MPO, Section III War Relief Unit

watch J-drama especially played by matsu takako or maki horikita or masami nagasawa, listen to J-music(pop/rock) especially maaya sakamoto, anime otaku, read almost everything that i want to read

NHK ni YOKOSO, Da Vinci Code, Kabar Buruk dari Langit, potter 7

Be with You, FF VII AC, Touch, Romeo n Juliet (jap vers), Sekai Chuusin de Aio wo sakebu

Sakamoto Maaya-hime, Do As Infinty, shimokawa mikuni, fiction junction, elle garden, jyukai, Yui

Dragon Zakura, Nobuta o produce, Kurosagi, Proposal Daikakusen, Iryu (team medical dragon), beautiful life, Gundam SEED Destiny, Soukyuu no fafner, school rumble, Naruto, digimon, inu-yasha, hunter x hunter, HERO, gunslinger girl, fate/stay night, 1 litre of tears, densha otoko

Sagittarius

Someday I want to run away
To the world of midnight
Where the darkness fill the air
Where it's icy and cold
where nobody has a name
Where living is not a gain
There, I'll hide my broken heart
Dying to survive
There, no one can see me cry
The tears of my lonely soul
I'll find peace of mind
In the dark and cold world of midnight


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I wanted to know...
Why our world is so terminally distorted?
Where did the distortion come from?
Why there are people who are unconsciously evil?
Why people don't know that their evil hurts others?
Why is humanity an existence that only conflicts with itself?
Why are there people to rule, and those who are ruled?
Why do we wound each other?
In spite of all this, why do people go on living like they do?
I wanted to ask you.


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Regretfully, i've given up on trusting them.
They've betrayed me.
Yes, I was wrong to rely on feelings.
Cold....
Heartless....
If i don't hold myself in such conditions, I won't be able to do anything....
(Lelouch Lamperouge - Code geass r2 eps 16)

We are all
dead since we are born
The end is
there before anything starts
If to live is
to continue learning
The end is when we learn the very last thing
To finally discover the end
and learning about it completely
is what death is
We are not allowed to learn about something
Those who cannot transcend death,
shouldn't learn of anything

there is no Fate for us
Only those who are swallowed by
Ignorance and fear and miss a step
Fall into the rapid river called Fate

There is no meaning in our world
And no meaning is us who live there
We, meaningless, think of the world
Although knowing that there is no meaning there
Is even meaningless itself

We should not shed tears
That is a surrender of the body to the heart
It is only proof
That we are beings that do not know
What to do with our hearts

We think a flower on a cliff is beautiful
because we stop our feet at the cliff's edge,
unable to step out into the sky
like that fearless flower.

Red like blood.
White like bone.
Red like solitude.
White like silence.
Red like the beastly instinct.
White like a god's heart.
Red like thawing hatred.
White like a frozen, pained cry.
Red like the night's hungry shadows.
So shooting through the moon in a sigh is like
radiant white, scattered red.


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sigit_cloud@yahoo.com