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      • Louis is thinking of becoming Straight
        Edge again. It's true, he told me last
        night when we were gang banging that
        black girl...
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      • Is this louis? Everyone else thinks
        that it is. I am conidering leaving
        your father. Let him down gently for
        our own good. He has always been an
        outstanding lover really.
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      • What do you have to say about Stephen
        Malkmus? Who the fuck is this guy! He
        must be the singer for Gayrilla
        Biscuits!!!
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      • can you work a proofs shift?
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      • Louis is my competition for being the
        gayest straight man ever. Oh wait,
        Louis and Damien. The fruit that cuts
        his hair at Bang.
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      • "You have such a nice behind. I'll
        shoot jizz in your eye til you're
        blind!"
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      • i almost have to rape lou just to have
        sex, to him its dirty.
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      • that art contest i entered, i won it,
        500 dollars in prizes. they gave this
        drafting table!
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      • I haven't seen you in like a million
        years. It was back when you were "Lou
        the Gnu" and you sang Gorilla Biscuits
        out of your butt...those were the days.
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      • "alex, i'll take the rapists for
        100." i think i have the coolest job
        ever!!! i am a the rapist!!!!!

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        Feb 2003

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        Good evening. I would like to thank the judge for giving
        me
        the opportunity to speak. I want to talk to you briefly --
        excuse me -- on some things that they talked about.

        One of the things that we are here for today and the next
        couple days is to find out what everyone wants to know is
        what happened. Something happened. We have his side, and
        we
        have my side. If both of us -- one picture and come up
        with
        two different stories. Something is wrong. Somebody is not
        telling the truth. Somebody's lying. I got sworn in. I'm
        sure they got sworn in, and everyone that gets up on the
        stand gets sworn in. We are all going to get sworn in. We
        are going to ask to tell the truth, the whole truth, and
        nothing but the truth.

        One of the things I like -- I like reading and learning
        about words. One of the things I was fascinated in coming
        into this strange world to me is three truths. The truth,
        the whole truth, and nothing but the truth. I always
        thought it was just the truth. Apparently I was wrong, so
        I
        did some checking to find out what is it about these three
        truths? Same thing but yet they are different.

        Well, the whole truth. What is the whole truth? The whole
        truth, what I found out when I asked that is, Don't take
        anything away from the truth, which means when we take
        something away from it, it's not a whole anymore. If we do
        that, that's a lie. If we do that, we are deceiving.
        What's
        nothing but the truth? Well, that means you don't add
        nothing to the truth. If we do that, we deceiving. We are
        telling a lie, so this is why it's important that we tell
        the whole truth and nothing but the truth. But how do we
        jump from the truth to the whole truth to nothing but the
        truth when at one time all we had was the truth? Jesus
        said, "You shall know the truth." He didn't say you shall
        know the whole truth and nothing but the truth. The truth.
        For what happened between that time and this time to where
        we got to deal with three truths?

        Well, I found out as man evolved with wisdom and
        understanding, we also evolved with deceitfulness in our
        lives. It seems we found out how to tell the truth with a
        lie, and upon upholding the standard of telling the truth,
        you could be prosecuted for lying. He was still telling
        the
        truth, so what he did as we evolved in understanding
        things, the scientists or the wise people at that time
        realized this person's lying. Yet they're telling the
        truth.

        Now, how can that be so? Well, let me give you an example.
        It's kind of like this. If I say I don't like basketball,
        that's my opinion. I don't like basketball. But if someone
        else come along and say, I like basketball, then in
        actuality what he just said is what I said, but it's not
        the whole truth of what I said. He left something out.
        Therefore, it cannot be considered the truth. It's a lie.

        So we continue to tell these stories and continue to tell
        these stories to where we have to come up with the three
        truths -- the whole truth and nothing but the truth; and
        now that's where we are right now, which means if a person
        gets up on that stand and don't respect all three truths,
        then they can be prosecuted for telling a lie; and upon
        the
        law they can get up on the stand and lie and still tell
        the
        truth and not be prosecuted. That's why they changed it.
        Just the facts that we need. The facts should help us to
        identify what's the truth and what's not the truth and
        what
        is a lie and what's not a lie.

        Okay. In knowing what our wisdom and our understanding, as
        we evolve, we knew how to manipulate things. Put something
        here that shouldn't be there, put something here that
        shouldn't be there, and became more and more confusing,
        and
        now we have science and a whole lot of other more things
        into it to prove that is the truth or to disprove that is
        the truth, and it became more and more confusing.

        I heard him talk about his family. Anytime I deal with
        anything, I always reflect back on my children, whom I
        love
        very much; and I remember an incident when I was in the
        Caribbean; and my favorite daughter, Taalibah -- she loves
        chocolate. She loves chocolate cookies. As I was leaving,
        she said, "Daddy, can I have some chocolate cookies?" and
        I
        said, "Sure. I come back, we'll go to the store, and we'll
        get some chocolate cookies, but don't go in the cookie jar
        and get no chocolate cookies until I come back." She
        said, "I won't, Daddy. I won't."

        So I leave. I come back about an hour later. I see my baby
        daughter out in the yard with cookies in her hands and
        eating chocolate cookies.

        I am upset now because from what I see, she disobeyed. I
        got the evidence in her hand. I got her eating cookies. I
        even got her sister saying she saw her going in the cookie
        jar; so I'm very upset now because my baby daughter have
        lied to me. That's what I am thinking, . . . and she
        starts
        hiding the cookies. That is more proof. She is being
        deceiving now, so I tell her I want to see her in the
        house.

        She come in the house; and whenever I have a dispute with
        my children, first thing I do is I pick them up and I put
        them up at least eye level or above me to where I look up
        to them, and that way I can remind myself don't be
        disrespectful to them, and I ask her. I say, "Didn't I
        tell
        you don't go in the cookie jar?" and she said, "Dad -- ."

        I said, "Don't say nothing. Don't say nothing. Didn't I
        tell you don't go in the cookie jar?"

        She say, "Yes, sir."

        I said, "Didn't I tell you, 'Don't eat no more of these
        cookies out of the cookie jar until I get back?' "




        She said, "Dad -- ."

        I say, "Shut up and answer my question."

        She say, "Yes, sir."

        I say, "Why did you disobey me?"

        "Well, Dad, I didn't -- "

        I said, "Why did you disobey me?"

        She said nothing. So I say, "Go in the room, and I come in
        there and I deal with you later;" so she go in the room
        crying. When she go in the room crying, she yelled for her
        big brother John, who always protects her; so she yelled
        for him. He come running in the room worrying about his
        sister. "Taalibah, Taalibah, what's wrong?"

        She said, "Daddy going to spank me because I didn't listen
        to him."

        So I come in the room, and my son said, "Daddy, what is
        wrong?"

        I said, "Taalibah disobeyed me. She went in the cookie
        jar,
        and I told her don't go in the cookie jar. She eating
        cookies, and I told her, 'Don't eat any cookies until we
        eat;' " and my son told me -- He said, "Daddy, you don't
        know what happened. You just guessing. You want to hear?"

        I said, "So what you telling me? Don't believe my lying
        eyes?"

        He said, "Dad, I'm not saying you lie. I'm saying that you
        don't know what happened. You wasn't here." He said, "I
        was
        here." He said, "Do you want to hear the truth?" I
        said, "Yes, tell me the truth."

        He said, "Well, what happened, Dad, right after you left,
        Taalibah came and asked me for some cookies; so I went to
        the store and I bought her some cookies, chocolate
        cookies;
        and when she got full, I told her to go put the rest of
        the
        cookies in the cookie jar."








        That was the time that her sister saw her actually going
        in
        the cookie jar, but what her sister didn't know, she
        wasn't
        taking cookies out of the jar; she was actually putting
        cookies in the jar; and I didn't know. I thought . . .
        Taalibah had disobeyed me, but she really hadn't disobeyed
        me. She actually got cookies from the store and not out of
        the cookie jar. I asked her not to take cookies out of the
        cookie jar, and she didn't, but I was basing that on what
        I
        saw. I was basing that on what I guessed at what happened,
        but I didn't know that's what happened, so John told me
        that.

        So I asked Taalibah. I lost my memory now. I asked
        Taalibah, "Why didn't you tell me?" I done forgot all
        about
        telling her to be quiet -- like what these people told me.
        Be quiet. Go to jail, and you are not going to say
        nothing,
        and that's what I did.

        Taalibah did exactly what I told her to do. She didn't say
        anything, so when I told her, "Why didn't you tell me?"
        she
        looked up -- looked down at me and said, "Daddy, you told
        me to be quiet;" and I told John -- I said, "John, so you
        want me to believe what you just told me?" and he said the
        same thing. He said, "Daddy, you don't know what happened.
        I was here. I know what happened."

        And I say to these people. We know something happened.
        They
        wasn't there. I was. I know what happened, and I know what
        didn't happen. They are basing -- what they have done to
        me
        and what they are saying on a theory -- and I just want to
        speak on that for a minute. A theory. I was locked up
        based
        on a theory. I was denied bail based on a theory. As a
        matter of fact, there was two theories. The first theory
        was I was homeless, living in homeless shelter, and poor.

        Well, if that was true, then why not -- why shouldn't the
        judge offer me bail? Because if I'm homeless, poor, and
        living in a homeless shelter, I'm not going to be able to
        make bail anyway. That's the first theory.

        Then after that, he said, And, "Your Honor, we don't know
        where this man lives. He goes in and out of the country
        anytime he wants to."

        That's the second theory. The second theory is what they
        are worried about, because he knew if I was able -- if he
        gave me bail, I would be able to make the bail, and then I
        would not be locked up in a hole and I could come out here
        and represent myself to the people instead of all you are
        hearing is the negative side of my human being, so that
        way
        is the only time that I will be able to represent myself
        here in the court because out there in the street there is
        so much being said about this man to dehumanize me first,
        attack my family, attack me indirectly and directly,
        attack
        my children and everything else; and I'm still sitting
        there listening to all this stuff going on from people who
        don't know what happened.

        Now, I'm not saying they don't know what happened. Those
        are not my words. They are saying they don't know what
        happened. They are saying that their entire case is based
        on a theory -- and I say a theory, one. They are saying
        theories. What's a theory? See, this is a new world. I
        mean
        this is a new world for me. I mean I'm learning language
        that I didn't even think exists; so I looked up the
        word "theory." It said many different things, but it ends
        up with a guess. A guess, an opinion. It's a guess.
        Assumption is a guess.

        I'm locked up. I'm denied my constitutional right based on
        a guess. I mean what is it about a human life to where we
        have reduced it to where we can take it based on a guess?
        A
        guess. You can lock a man up and forget he's there and go
        out and say every negative thing in the world you can
        possibly say about him based on a guess; and ironically
        about all this, once all this is over, by the grace of the
        law that I am found guilty -- not guilty -- these men --
        you know what they are going to do? They will say, Next.
        No
        I'm sorry. No apologies. Just, Next. Who's the next
        victim?
        Who else can we get? And the beat goes on and it goes on
        and goes on. A guess, people, is not enough to take a
        human
        being life. A guess is not enough to lock an individual up
        and deny him his constitutional right to bail so that he
        can defend himself. A guess is, Who's next?

        The truth. You got the positive side, the positive side,
        which is the truth. Then what's the negative side? It's a
        lie. No. Can a person tell a lie and not be a liar? Yeah,
        they can tell lies and not be a liar. It's because they
        don't know the truth. They are repeating what someone told
        them. They are lying, but they don't know they're lying.

        What is a liar? A liar is when you know the truth and you
        willfully deceive someone in thinking what you are saying
        is the truth. Now, that is a lie, and that's a liar.

        In the Caribbean we call -- there is two lies that we
        call.
        We say it's a wicked lie and an insane lie. It's a wicked
        liar and an insane liar. What's the difference between a
        liar who tells the lie and a wicked liar and an insane
        liar?

        A wicked liar, when he lies, he starts gathering people
        around him that he can convince of his lie. They start
        telling the lie, and he starts gathering information to
        support his lie. He knows it's a lie; but if you get up
        enough information and you and people start believing that
        lie as the truth -- now he always knows it's a lie; but
        the
        other people always think it's the truth because they
        don't
        think he would lie to them. That's a wicked lie.

        Now, what's an insane lie? That's the one I have a problem
        with. An insane lie. An insane lie is after you did all
        the
        lying to this person and to this person, moving this
        information and put it here and move that evidence and put
        it here and move this evidence and put it here, you start
        believing your own lie; and that is an insane lie, when
        you
        start believing your own lie. That's when someone really
        needs to lock you up in a rubber room, because you lost
        your mind; and that's what we're dealing with; and this is
        why it's important to know what the truth is based on the
        whole truth and nothing but the truth.




        If something is added to it, it's not the whole. If
        something's taken away from it, it's not nothing but the
        truth. All we are dealing with is the truth. That's what
        we
        are looking for.

        We need the evidence. Saying it, people, doesn't make it
        so. Saying it doesn't make it so.

        Accusing a human being of a crime doesn't make it so. Man
        is accused of being humane and decent, but what they have
        done to me is not humane nor decent. To accuse me of a
        crime doesn't make it so. Accuse is far different between
        proving -- and that's what we are here today and for the
        next couple days -- to prove what was done and what was
        not
        done; but when you prove something, here we go again.

        PRINCE WILIAM ASSISTANT COMMONWEALTH'S ATTORNEY JAMES A.
        WILLETT: If Your Honor please, at this point I hate to
        interrupt. The purpose of an opening statement is to tell
        the jury what he thinks the facts will be. He has not done
        that up to this point.

        PRINCE WILLIAM CIRCUIT COURT JUDGE LEROY F. MILLETTE JR.:
        I
        think he is speaking in an allegorical manner, and that's
        why I allowed him to go on; but, Mr. Muhammad, he is
        correct. The purpose of opening statement is to tell the
        jury what you think the evidence is going to be.

        MR. MUHAMMAD: Yes, sir. The evidence, if we monitor step
        by
        step and be patient and listen to it carefully, it will
        show that I had nothing to do with these crimes. I had
        nothing to do with these crimes. They know this, and
        that's
        why they are trying to impose everything at one time; and
        what we ask you all to do is just pay attention. Please
        pay
        attention because right now my life and my son's life is
        on
        the line, and we need for people to understand that when
        you say something, it's important -- in this place it's
        important to prove it. You needs facts. You need evidence
        that it actually happened. Not evidence, I think it
        happened. Not evidence, I assume it happened. Not
        evidence,
        I hope it happened. But evidence that it happened, and
        that
        is what separate a guess from the truth. The truth is a
        fact. A guess is a theory. A theory is something that we
        can believe as much as we want to, but it doesn't make it
        a
        fact.

        Regardless of how loud it may get, regardless of how much
        emphasis may be put on it, it doesn't change it. It's just
        a theory. It's an assumption. We're looking for facts. We
        are looking for evidence, and the evidence will show that
        I
        had nothing to do with these crimes, that I had nothing to
        do with these crimes directly or indirectly, that I know
        anything about these crimes, that I know any times of
        these
        crimes or anything pertaining to these crimes at all.

        The evidence will show that, and this is why -- I know
        that
        a couple of you all came, you said that I base my decision
        on the facts, and that's good, and I also noticed when the
        judge asked you questions, the judge would ask you
        questions, and some of you said, I think I can. I believe
        I
        can. I hope I can; and the judge stopped and said, You
        know, it's really important because this case is so
        important. We need to know. We need to know you can. Can
        you separate what you've heard, what you may have seen,
        what someone may have told you, to specifically on the
        facts that we have in this courtroom? And if they could
        not
        answer that to where it would satisfy the judge or satisfy
        to us, the judge dismissed them because it's important
        that
        you know what happened. Know.

        We got a right to think. We have a right to assume. We
        have
        a right to speculate. We have a right to do that; but when
        it's concerning a human being's life, that's what separate
        what we think, what we assume, and what we theorize
        happened from what we know happened; and when people get
        up
        on the stand and when they get up and speak, that's what I
        would like you all to pay attention to. Find out do they
        know what happened? Not at the beginning. Not in the
        middle. Not just at the end. All the way through --
        because
        any part -- any part of what they're saying, it's not the
        truth, it's a lie. All that is deceiving because for a
        problem -- a mathematical problem to come out to a proper
        answer, if you make a mistake anywhere in that problem,
        then the answer is not going to be correct; so it's
        important to get all the steps properly. Half -- halfway.
        I
        used to have a teacher that would say, John, half is not
        good enough; and I say, I got half the problem right.

        She say, That is not good enough. You need to get all the
        problem right to get the right answer; and what we are
        looking for in the next couple days is we need the right
        answer. We need to know what happened, and the evidence
        that they bring as he stated already, that he would hold
        me
        to the same standards that if I was another one of his
        opponent lawyers. The same way for him. The standard
        should
        be the same. Not just to say it happened but to prove it
        happened all the way through -- all the way through.

        I know a lot of us have an issue much about Mr. Muhammad.
        Mr. Muhammad this and Mr. Muhammad that. He took away a
        lot
        of people's rights. We actually thought we had a choice.
        Dirty glass Number 1 or dirty glass Number 2 and then we
        were forced -- out there I'm sure you-all were forced to
        pick, thinking you really had a choice. Dirty glass Number
        1, dirty glass Number 2. That's not a choice. A real
        choice
        will be between dirty glass Number 1 or a clean glass; and
        for the next couple days, the next couple of hours, it is
        my responsibility to set a clean glass of what really
        happened on those days alongside this dirty glass; and
        because it's the nature of a man to choose and to want to
        choose what is right, I don't have to tell anyone that the
        glass is clean. Just because you want to drink out of a
        clean glass, you pick it. The only reason you would drink
        out of a dirty glass is because you thought you had a
        choice between dirty glass Number 1 and dirty glass Number
        2. You really didn't have a choice.

        That's what we want to do today and the next couple days
        with the evidence, that we can show everything that they
        said and everything that they have mentioned, how things
        would evolve into what really happened, because that's why
        we're here. That is why everybody is listening right now.

        There is no doubt in everyone's mind something happened.
        We're here today in court to find out what happened, and
        that's why I thank the judge for asking the jurors can you
        separate what you have heard out there and base your
        opinions solely on what you hear in court? Because a lot
        has been said out there, and they have brought a lot in
        court already what have been said out there.

        So I ask for from you the same thing the judge have asked
        of you. That you -- Will you please base your decision on
        what you -- what is said in the courtroom and not out
        there; and that way we can make sure that the truth is
        told, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth.

        Thank you, Judge.

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