Bottom WASP WASP

Buckley, St. Bernard's, Exeter, Andover, St. Paul's School, Deerfield, Hotchkiss, Groton, Trinity, Princeton, Harvard, Yale, Dartmouth, Williams, Amherst

Mayflower Society, Elizabethan Club, The Century

Jews, Israel, IDF, buggery, rowing, body image, pain, neoconservatism, masochism, eating cum, eating ass, Paul Stuart, rough sex, dirty sex, sex, fisting, rectors, Sir Keith Joseph

Crime and Punishment (with an emphasis on the latter), Gatsby, Catcher in the Rye, Brideshead Revisited, This Side of Paradise, Der Wille zur Macht, The Bonfire of the Vanities

Six Degrees of Separation, Chariots of Fire, Brideshead Revisited, Exodus, The Way We Were, Schindler's List

Hatikvah, Bright College Years, Anglican Hymns (esp. Jerusalem), Wagner

Silver Spoons

Cancer

Uproarious good humor and generosity, Kantian ethics, democratic pride, and the general conclusion among all who know me (and have been hurt by me) that I am beyond cliche, superhuman, with all the excesses that superhumanity implies.


At once insanely proud and filled with self-hatred,
omniscient and doubting everything,
cold and violently passionate,
contemptuous and self-abasing,
tormented and detached,
surrounded by an adoring family,
by devoted followers,
by the admiration of the entire civilised world,
and yet almost wholly isolated,
desperate,
beyond human aid,
wandering self-blinded at Colonus.


Mother is obsessed with me; Dad is distant (and possibly homosexual); my sister is ignored (Mother hates her, though); and I want to be pounded by (domineering) ethnic tops.

Jews.

I'm seeking authority figures who, as if reenacting Mother's role in my life, can take command of my emotional loyalities at the same time as they nurture my intellectual ambitions, such as they are. In short, those who can dominate me as they simultaneously aggrandize me.

I want everyone to know (especially Mother) that I want to be used and abused and humiliated and destroyed, so please add me as your Friendster:

FIRST NAME: Bottom WASP
LAST NAME: WASP

New friends are welcome and urged to join. Testimonials are appreciated.