Rosie Rosli

Convent Seremban, Sek. Men. Puteri, Seremban, Teknik Tuanku Jaafar, Matrikulasi Bangi, UNITEN, and Indiana University, USA.

Indiana University - Bloomington, Attended 2001 - 2005, Class of 2005, Bachelor's Degree, Financial Management

Analyst, Debt Market Research

singing out of tune, swimming until i feel like drowning, practising baby talk with my most comei niece- Mea, Crusin' with my new Nissan Sentra Sports 2008-- and blastin' sounds off the roof, and most of all, pretending that i have a life other than analyzing the market and producing reports hahahaha ;)

Something that will make me feel like it's actually worth flipping through the whole 1000 pages.

Ones that i want to see, but really don't have the time to..(anybody wants to treat me to movies?? ) ^_^

everythin' and anythin' that won't put me to sleep..or feel bad that it's ALREADY Monday..arrghh

Can't remember the last time i actually have time to watch TV..does watching 3 channels simultaneously and re-runs count?

I am a person who embraces life as it comes at me. I love finding out new things about me everyday (how i think, how i feel, and how i react to things)..which sometimes doesn't really work in my favor, since the reactions can be really random and never expected.
I love to love people as friends, family and as lovers. I seem to have a really good sense about love for the first two, but rarely 'LUCKY' for the lovers part. I tend to give out too much love,i supposed that sometimes it's suffocating..haha (i know i'm very 'manja' and very independent in some things at the same time)..dun worry..i find myself quite confusing too. ^_^. but, above all, i am loyal to the person i love, even when sometimes..it's really subtle and not apparent. i can love someone for years, without that person knowing..just because i feel love needs to be a two-way road right?.
I am very ambitious. Sometimes i do push myself too far and too fast and it wore me out. But, i feel that pushing myself to the furthest would be the best thing i can do to test my limits. The downside of it is sometimes i beat myself down too much that i see my success too miniture compared to other people's success and thus, no success is ever enough.
I get myself misunderstood many times in life, i think because with so many uncertainties and heart-breaking experiences in my life, i want everything to be set in stone..like:
1. where should i work..and would i be a CEO with this company someday (to figure out in 3 months??hahahhaa)
2. pushing my bf too fast to commit to a relationship that he's not even sure about (i wasn't sure too.but i was sure that i love him)..that he feels i am too pushy..
3. to be successful in life and contented with the outcome, at the age where i'm still suppose to live and learn about myself.
4. to find out about EVERYTHING that will happen to me right now..at this very second..cause i hate surprises.
5. to learn about everything and to NOT make any mistakes in life.
6. to think that life can actually be PERFECT.

But, neither of these things can be pushed forward, or can be fast forward in life. Maybe sometimes it's because i feel like because i don't want to be hurt, like the ones i love who've been through the same experiences, that i become too cautious in life, too serious..or just too complex..
GOALS: learning to chill, to feel the love that is surrounding me, to learn about life from my own experiences and my own eyes, to actually own the love that i get from someone (not just expecting it)..to actually find the meaning of happiness..with things i appreciate. And, most of all, to love my life at its best, through its worst and the happiest of times.
And just maybe, to find someone who will finally 'get' me..and love all the imperfections that comes in this package. Insyallah.
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I carry your heart with me,
I carry it in my heart,
I am never without it
Anywhere you go, i go my dear..
And whatever is done
By only me, is your doing,my darling..
I fear no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet)
I want no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true)
And it's you are whatever the moon has always meant
And whatever a sun will always sing is you

Here is the deepest of secret nobody knows
Here is the root of the root
And the bud of the bud
And the sky of the sky of a tree called life
Which grows higher than the soul can hope or a mind can hide
And this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

I carry your heart
I carry it in my heart..

-E.E Cummings
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Song for my baby sayang:
Jason Myraz & Colbie Caillat
"Lucky"

Do you hear me?
I'm talking to you
Across the water
Across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky
Oh my and baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ohhhohhhohhhohhohhohhhohh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I wait for you, I promise you I will

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair

Though the breezes through the trees
Move so pretty, you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home somday

Sek. Ren. Convent Seremban, Sek. Men. Puteri Seremban, and Sek. Men. Teknik Tuanku Jaafar Seremban. Matriks Bangi, UNITEN, also all from PPP Uitm Shah Alam. My ATU 5C gals..and all from Indiana University.

Also my beloved brother, Ross, my favorite little princess niece, Mea and my sister-in-law, Dina..whom are all in Holland. Miss you guys so much!!