Dating Women, Relationship with Women, Friends, Activity Partners

Mar 2005

AFGHANISTAN - JAKARTA

ORANGE MOTION - RACHMADI NET - BINTANG WARNA PERDANA. PT - ANUGERAH ADV.

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GHOTOEN - LASALLE College of the Arts

UN VOLUNTEER - MOTION GRAPHIC ARTS

RACHMADI ORG. - HARDCORE SCENE - PIRACY

HIDE N' SEEK

1. "LA TAHZAN" BY DR. ‘AIDH AL-QARNI - 2. UMAR MUKHTAR BIOGRAPHY - 3. JALAL AD-DIN MUHAMMAD BALKHI-RUMI

UMMI KALSUM - LION OF THE DESERT - DEEP IMPACT - CAST AWAY -

ARABIAN MUSIC - THE WHIRLING DERVISHES (MAULAWIYAH) - HARDCORE - PROGRESSIVE

AL JAZEERA TV - AMAZING RACES - SURVIVAL

Virgo

i was ready to tell, the story of my life
but the ripple of tears, and the agony of my heart
wouldn't let me

i began to stutter, saying a word here and there
and all along i felt, as tender as a crystal
ready to be shattered

in this stormy sea, we call life
all the big ships
come apart
board by board

how can i survive, riding a lonely
little boat
with no oars and no arms

my boat did finally break
by the waves and i broke free
as i tied myself
to a single board

though the panic is gone
i am now offended
why should i be so helpless
rising with one wave
and falling with the next

i don't know if i am nonexistence
while i exist but i know for sure
when i am
i am not
but
when i am not
then i am

now how can i be a skeptic
about the resurrection and
coming to life again

since in this world i have many times
like my own imagination
died and been born again

that is why
after a long agonizing life
as a hunter
i finally let go and got
hunted down and became free

My dear friend
never lose hope when the Beloved
sends you away.

If you're abandoned if you're left hopeless
tomorrow for sure you'll be called again.

If the door is shut right in your face
keep waiting with patience don't leave right away.

Seeing your patience your love will soon
summon you with grace raise you like a champion.

And if all the roads end up in dead ends
you'll be shown the secret paths no one will comprehend.

The beloved I know will give with no qualms
to a puny ant the kingdom of Solomon.

My heart has journeyed many times around the world
but has never found and will never find
such a Beloved again.

ah I better keep silence
I know this endless love
will surely arrive
for you and you and you.