John

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music, work out (50 Cent) - many men, ghetto quaran, if dead men could talk, u not like me (X-Raided) - kick it 2nite, niggaz on my shitlist (DMX) - for my dogs, look thru my eyes, (LOX) - we'll always love big poppa

military, business, philosophy, fantasy (Nas) - i gave you power, wanna play rough, rewind, one mic (BIGGIE) - niggaz bleed, everyday struggle, missin u (Trick Daddy) - thug holiday (Richie Rich) - Do G's Get to Go to Heaven

scarface, matrix, goodfellas, godfather, jackass, memento, menace 2 society, any given sunday

hip hop, rap (Jay-Z) - the watcher 2, a week ago, you must love me, blueprint(momma loves me) {THE BLACK ALBUM is a classic} (Scarface) - no tears, safe, what can i do, fuck faces, guess who's back

bet, mtv, espn (2Pac) - runnin(dyin to live), one day at a time, ghost, as soon as i get home, hailmary, krazy, starin through my rearview (Freeway) - free, don't cross the line

mellow, kicked back, no arguments no games no playin
around, straightforward and blunt, i get sick of playin
mind games sometimes but than when they wanna test my
level of intelligence and deception i'm all for it, i love
people who judge me by my appearance cuz they're the ones
getting fooled in the end, i believe nothings impossible,
i like reaching for wuts hardest to get or achieve, if you
don't give me heaven i raise hell not immediately cuz
patience is a virtue, i like reading and meeting people
who are brainiacs with books and have just as much street
smarts...they're very rare but they're out there, i've met
2 so far, people think i'm indecisive when i'm juss being
considerate cuz they never wanna do shit that i do so fuck
it...most of the time i go with the flow but once in a
while i like to go against the tide and swim uphill cuz
when i get to the top it feels that much better than juss
taking the easy route that most people choose to take, i
think more for the future but for right now i'm living one
day at a time, i believe you control your own fate but at
the same time God can take ur life away at any given
moment, i feel bad for people who work all their life
trying to accomplish all their goals and dreams and than
die before they get a chance to see it cuz they never got
to enjoy life, i live by the day, i live by the
moment..."if you can't respect that ur whole perspective
is whack, maybe you'll love me when i fade to black"

nobody in particular, not here to meet anyone