-I love myself.I hate my story.I pity my life.Emo Im not though some odd times I do feel like im one. Im neither broken nor loner yet my heart speaks for itself.I guess Im just one of those pathetic creatures impatiently waiting for pure bliss.Current state: living and dealing the so- far by now,the hardest time of my life.
-Self proclaimed kikay.love checkin out the new trends.Forever is what I need to get dolled up or at least not until my friends who r waitng for me starts to shout "**** * dave! bilisan mo". haha.Blame it on my clan.
-Im pretty clumsy,since I was a kid.Fragile things,beware of me.
-I just to love bum around the house with my pajamas on and do nothing.
-Extreme addiction to choco butternut doughnut.
-No superlative form of words can prove my undying love for my friends.
-Crazy.Bubbly.Witty.
-Music lover baby!Cant live wthout em.
-A rebel in my own way.Not the typical rebel who goes out all the way.
-Hard-headed but not mean.
-I drink.I smoke.I think its not makin me a bad person at all not that Im saying its only alright to do.Its my choice.Dont worry,Im not into drugs.
-My heart's a sort of fragile.
-Im weak.I'll be a hypocrite if I hardly admit it.I almost tried killin myself.
-I jush wish God sees me as a good person at all despite everything
Who I Want to Meet:
summer love
Summer romances begin for all kinds of reasons, but when all is said and done, they have one thing in common. They're shooting stars, a spectacular moment of light in the heavens, fleeting glimpse of eternity, and in a flash they're gone. . .
mga kwento nia
ener-pipe
ako-bingi
obet-my amnesia
lei-walang paa at kamay
xa-bulag
cesca-nkamotor daw na bumbay ^^
hehehe nasunog ang bhay.. dear charo ni lei.. story telling na pabulong...nkiligo pa ko... nasermonan pa xa... ung sulat nia... ang sweet ng anghel ko.. sana akin lng xa... forever... eternity... hehehe hays ^^ i love you ^^
"heartbeat"
kng baga sa banda ako ang drummer..
d pde sa gitara d pde sa base kasi lang papalo ng drums
parang industria ng pagibig at musika
ang drumstix ko kasangkapan ko para mkagawa ng beat parang pagmamahal kasangkapan para ipadama ung pagmamahal at xempre d mwawala ang drumset dun ko ibibigay ang pnakamagandang beat para mkagawa ng malinis na 2g2g at ikaw un ikaw ang tambol ng buhay ko deivi fernandez llanes ^^
hehehe ^^ tpos na... pro lam ko na mdami png nksulat sa giant buk nten millions of chapters hehehehehehe... ok na ba sau yan???? love you... miss you... pakabaet ka lage..tc ^^ godbless muah muah muah muah muah
galing akong church non... tas nginom kmi.. nalasing ako... ktxt ko nun ang anghel ng buhay ko nun eh
tas un gv na nami2ss ko xa kya d na ko nag 2 isip na pmunta sa knila.. heheheh byahe ako nun pasuka suka sa daan.. sobrang hilo...tn3p ko pa xa nun na joke lng ung pagpnta ko sa knila... hehehehe pro aun nkrating dun sa knila ng safe hehehe.. nwala tama ko nung nkita ko xa ntabunan ung tma ng alak sa tma ko sa knya syet... hehehe ^^ aun d na ko pna2log.. kwentuhan gang umaga... saya nung mga moment na un xe ksma ko xa,,, ^^
nmeet ko mama nia c tosh utol nia c trixie at innoh... grabe hehehehe hehehe saya nun... ^^ pnagtimpla nia ko ng kape na super sarap ^^ hehehe db? yosi mode kame nun patago nga lng... gala sa knila bili ng yosi hehe lambing ko sa knya... hehehe k2miss hay hehehe mwah heheehe gumala kna celene super haba ng nilakad.. puro 3p hehehe nagkunyari nglayas xa.. hehehe sarap ng filing nun wala kng iniintidi and sa knya lng lhat ng tym ko.. ^^
un nagpaiwan cla sa bhay ni bathala.. dun na ko muntik masira ulo non xe alam mu un heheheb ^^ gawa ko ng paraan para mging safe xa dun.. lam mo na un hehehe...."akin ka lng" "umauz ka" nun ko inamin sa knya ung filings ko non... xe lm mo un parang sasabog ung puso ko nun hehehehe... aun umuwi na cla gs2 pa nia pmunta smin non.. pro d xa pnyagan ng mathala pati c demonnyita hehehe...mejo sad na ko nun pro d ko pnahalta kng pde lng ilipad ko xa nun patakas g2win ko eh... hehehehe kaso d na tlga pde... hehehehe
e2 na ung time na nami2z ko na xa plagi iniicp.. kaya ininvite ko nman clang mga anghel 2 visit my place.. para mkasama ko ulit xa hehehe... uhmn aun khit melo l8 nnman dumating ok parin xe nkapnta parin cla nkita ko parin xa hehe ^^
aun kumain muna samin bnigyan ko xa ng gamot xe my sakit xa... aun hehehe nagaus na 3p 2 ilog hehehe saya nun overnyt candle light lng ksama c ener at c lei hmnnnnnnnnnnnnn hehehe... un khit nakakasawa itype pro my inuman parin na eksena heheheh lagi na lng... saya enjoy... hehehe sa loob ng tent.. tas un ntapos ang inuman nagkadramahan cla mejo na o.p. ako nun.. pro ok lng hehe enjoy parin.. ngka an2kan na hehehe 2log na ulit xempre d ko na hahayaan na d kmi mgkatabi ni debi ko...alam mo un sarap kahug ng taong mahal mo khit mejo ngkatakutan and2 nman ako para sa kanya... hehehe aun hug buong magdamag gang umaga tas un ^^ hahahaha umuwi na cla nung umga mejo sad pro hapi ndin xe nkasama ko xa nun ^^ "nxt page"
awake by secondhand serenade
Vers1
With every appearance by you, blinding my eyes,
I can hardly remember the last time I felt like I do.
You're an angel disguised.
Bridge
And you're lying real still,
but your heart beat is fast just like mine.
And the movie's long over,
that's three that have passed, one more's fine.
Chorus:
Will you stay awake for me?
I don't wanna miss anything
I don't wanna miss anything
I will share the air I breathe,
I'll give you my heart on a string,
I just don't wanna miss anything.
Vers2
I'm trying real hard not to shake. I'm biting my tongue,
but I'm feeling alive and with every breathe that I take,
I feel like I've won. You're my key to survival.
Bridge2
And if it's a hero you want,
I can save you. Just stay here.
Your whispers are priceless.
Your breathe, it is dear. So please stay near.
Will you stay awake for me?
I don't wanna miss anything
I don't wanna miss anything
I will share the air I breathe,
I'll give you my heart on a strin
bday ni karen nun..
xa kgad hnanap ko nun eh... mejo sad nga lng kaxe wala pa xa.. kala ko nga d na xa dadating.. tas un e2 na ang anghel ko.. dumating na xempre l8 hehehe tas un my sakit xa nun... pro toma parin hanap...hehehe bglang nafil ko na nmiss ko pla xa d ko lam kng bkit.. ^^ gang sa inuman n2man ang eksena d ako nkasabay nun xe sma ng pkiramdam ko nun d ko kya... hehehe uhmn bnantayan ko na lng ung anghel ko xempre katabi ko xa ulet d ko nga alam lagi ko xa nkakatabi... ^^ sweet ^^ hehehe tas ntapunan ako ng juice non.. ngulat ako pinunasan nia.. 3rd strike na 2 gs2 ko na nun mafall xe sobrang bait nia khit lacng na xa nging concern prin xa saken.. lam mu yon kakakilig hahaha.. tas un nka2log na xa bumagsak na xa saken... npasmile n2man ako kaxe n22wa ko sa kanya.. hnatid ko xa sa taas m22log na ulit kami ayun nangaway pa xa b4 m2log... hehehe topak tlga.. tas un tabi ulit kmi m2log.. tas hug tas ____ tas sanib hehehe she's da gr8test tlaga ^^ hay k2miss un ^^
wake up by coheed and cambria
VERSE 1
I'm goning to right this plain out of your life again,
I wish that I could stay but you argue,
And more than this I wish you could have seen my face,
In backseats starring out the window,
I'll do anything for you,
Kill anyone for you,
So leave yourself intact
Cause I will be coming back,
In a phrase to cut theses lips,
I love you.
CHORUS
The morning will come,
In the press of every kiss,
With your head upon my chest,
Where I will annoy you,
With every waking breathe
Untill you decide to wake up.
VERSE 2
I've learned through hope of faith in the curves around your face,
That I'm the one you hold forever,
If morning never comes for either one of us,
Then this I pray to you where e
I'll do anything for you,
This story is for you,
I'd do anything for you,
Kill anyone for you,
So leave yourself intact,
Cause I won't be coming back,
In a phrase to cut theses lips,
I loved you.
CHORUS
The morning will come,
In the press of every kiss,
With your head upon
sa haus nina lei.. ngkaayaan dun maginom.. and sleepover na din... sa rooftop ang place astig lights off pa...moon lng ung ilaw nmen.. uhmn dun na kame nabuo ang 6psycho hahaha... c ener,ako,obet,lei,deivi,cesca... astig..ayos hehehe dun na kmi ngkabonding ni anghel ko.. nagsent ako ng msg na blank sa knya kita ko xe bc xa sa txt.. tas un ngkatxt kmi habang nagiinuman d alam un ng 2ropa hehehe.. inuman ulit d pde mawala sa eksena hahah ^^ uhmn tas un picture taking kme sa room lumipat na kame nun kaxe umulan na.. bad3p ang ulan.. hehehe wasak ang moment sa rooftop.. hehehe
aun bibili daw xa ng yosi ako namn c gentleman kuno cnmahan ko xa para makalaboy na din.. dun daw kmi bibili sa 11-7 hehehe d akalain na super lau pla non grabe lng katapusang lkad..pro aus lng enjoy nman ^^ tas un ntapos inuman 2lugan na ulit.. at ang anghel ayaw pa m2log..gs2 pa mkipagchikahan gang sa pagkakita ko sa knya bagsak na.. xempre tabi ulit kami n2log 2nd time and 2nd srike sa puso ko ^^
Hawthorne Heights
"Decembers"
Lets to try to remember these days back in December
Our lives were very different
I was lonely when we first met
A small upstairs apartment
Driving through the darkness before they even knew you were gone
You don't even have to speak because I can hear your heartbeat
Fluttering like butterflies searching for a drink
You don't have to cover up how you feel when your in love
I'll always know im not enough to even make you think
Please, slow down girl
We're moving way to fast for their world
We gotta make this last
I miss you so much, a self inflicted coma
The days drag on I never thought of running with their feet
And when i feel the stress, I'm lonely and depressed
I picture you in the dress you wore four weeks ago
You don't even have to speak because I can hear your heartbeat
Fluttering like butterflies searching for a drink
You don't have to cover up how you feel when your in love
I'll always know im not enough to even make you think
Please, slow down gir
ener-pipe
ako-bingi
obet-my amnesia
lei-walang paa at kamay
xa-bulag
cesca-nkamotor daw na bumbay ^^
hehehe nasunog ang bhay.. dear charo ni lei.. story telling na pabulong...nkiligo pa ko... nasermonan pa xa... ung sulat nia... ang sweet ng anghel ko.. sana akin lng xa... forever... eternity... hehehe hays ^^ i love you ^^
"heartbeat"
kng baga sa banda ako ang drummer..
d pde sa gitara d pde sa base kasi lang papalo ng drums
parang industria ng pagibig at musika
ang drumstix ko kasangkapan ko para mkagawa ng beat parang pagmamahal kasangkapan para ipadama ung pagmamahal at xempre d mwawala ang drumset dun ko ibibigay ang pnakamagandang beat para mkagawa ng malinis na 2g2g at ikaw un ikaw ang tambol ng buhay ko deivi fernandez llanes ^^
hehehe ^^ tpos na... pro lam ko na mdami png nksulat sa giant buk nten millions of chapters hehehehehehe... ok na ba sau yan???? love you... miss you... pakabaet ka lage..tc ^^ godbless muah muah muah muah muah
galing akong church non... tas nginom kmi.. nalasing ako... ktxt ko nun ang anghel ng buhay ko nun eh
tas un gv na nami2ss ko xa kya d na ko nag 2 isip na pmunta sa knila.. heheheh byahe ako nun pasuka suka sa daan.. sobrang hilo...tn3p ko pa xa nun na joke lng ung pagpnta ko sa knila... hehehehe pro aun nkrating dun sa knila ng safe hehehe.. nwala tama ko nung nkita ko xa ntabunan ung tma ng alak sa tma ko sa knya syet... hehehe ^^ aun d na ko pna2log.. kwentuhan gang umaga... saya nung mga moment na un xe ksma ko xa,,, ^^
nmeet ko mama nia c tosh utol nia c trixie at innoh... grabe hehehehe hehehe saya nun... ^^ pnagtimpla nia ko ng kape na super sarap ^^ hehehe db? yosi mode kame nun patago nga lng... gala sa knila bili ng yosi hehe lambing ko sa knya... hehehe k2miss hay hehehe mwah heheehe gumala kna celene super haba ng nilakad.. puro 3p hehehe nagkunyari nglayas xa.. hehehe sarap ng filing nun wala kng iniintidi and sa knya lng lhat ng tym ko.. ^^
e2 na ung time na nami2z ko na xa plagi iniicp.. kaya ininvite ko nman clang mga anghel 2 visit my place.. para mkasama ko ulit xa hehehe... uhmn aun khit melo l8 nnman dumating ok parin xe nkapnta parin cla nkita ko parin xa hehe ^^
aun kumain muna samin bnigyan ko xa ng gamot xe my sakit xa... aun hehehe nagaus na 3p 2 ilog hehehe saya nun overnyt candle light lng ksama c ener at c lei hmnnnnnnnnnnnnn hehehe... un khit nakakasawa itype pro my inuman parin na eksena heheheh lagi na lng... saya enjoy... hehehe sa loob ng tent.. tas un ntapos ang inuman nagkadramahan cla mejo na o.p. ako nun.. pro ok lng hehe enjoy parin.. ngka an2kan na hehehe 2log na ulit xempre d ko na hahayaan na d kmi mgkatabi ni debi ko...alam mo un sarap kahug ng taong mahal mo khit mejo ngkatakutan and2 nman ako para sa kanya... hehehe aun hug buong magdamag gang umaga tas un ^^ hahahaha umuwi na cla nung umga mejo sad pro hapi ndin xe nkasama ko xa nun ^^ "nxt page"
Vers1
With every appearance by you, blinding my eyes,
I can hardly remember the last time I felt like I do.
You're an angel disguised.
Bridge
And you're lying real still,
but your heart beat is fast just like mine.
And the movie's long over,
that's three that have passed, one more's fine.
Chorus:
Will you stay awake for me?
I don't wanna miss anything
I don't wanna miss anything
I will share the air I breathe,
I'll give you my heart on a string,
I just don't wanna miss anything.
Vers2
I'm trying real hard not to shake. I'm biting my tongue,
but I'm feeling alive and with every breathe that I take,
I feel like I've won. You're my key to survival.
Bridge2
And if it's a hero you want,
I can save you. Just stay here.
Your whispers are priceless.
Your breathe, it is dear. So please stay near.
Will you stay awake for me?
I don't wanna miss anything
I don't wanna miss anything
I will share the air I breathe,
I'll give you my heart on a strin
bday ni karen nun..
xa kgad hnanap ko nun eh... mejo sad nga lng kaxe wala pa xa.. kala ko nga d na xa dadating.. tas un e2 na ang anghel ko.. dumating na xempre l8 hehehe tas un my sakit xa nun... pro toma parin hanap...hehehe bglang nafil ko na nmiss ko pla xa d ko lam kng bkit.. ^^ gang sa inuman n2man ang eksena d ako nkasabay nun xe sma ng pkiramdam ko nun d ko kya... hehehe uhmn bnantayan ko na lng ung anghel ko xempre katabi ko xa ulet d ko nga alam lagi ko xa nkakatabi... ^^ sweet ^^ hehehe tas ntapunan ako ng juice non.. ngulat ako pinunasan nia.. 3rd strike na 2 gs2 ko na nun mafall xe sobrang bait nia khit lacng na xa nging concern prin xa saken.. lam mu yon kakakilig hahaha.. tas un nka2log na xa bumagsak na xa saken... npasmile n2man ako kaxe n22wa ko sa kanya.. hnatid ko xa sa taas m22log na ulit kami ayun nangaway pa xa b4 m2log... hehehe topak tlga.. tas un tabi ulit kmi m2log.. tas hug tas ____ tas sanib hehehe she's da gr8test tlaga ^^ hay k2miss un ^^
VERSE 1
I'm goning to right this plain out of your life again,
I wish that I could stay but you argue,
And more than this I wish you could have seen my face,
In backseats starring out the window,
I'll do anything for you,
Kill anyone for you,
So leave yourself intact
Cause I will be coming back,
In a phrase to cut theses lips,
I love you.
CHORUS
The morning will come,
In the press of every kiss,
With your head upon my chest,
Where I will annoy you,
With every waking breathe
Untill you decide to wake up.
VERSE 2
I've learned through hope of faith in the curves around your face,
That I'm the one you hold forever,
If morning never comes for either one of us,
Then this I pray to you where e
I'll do anything for you,
This story is for you,
I'd do anything for you,
Kill anyone for you,
So leave yourself intact,
Cause I won't be coming back,
In a phrase to cut theses lips,
I loved you.
CHORUS
The morning will come,
In the press of every kiss,
With your head upon
sa haus nina lei.. ngkaayaan dun maginom.. and sleepover na din... sa rooftop ang place astig lights off pa...moon lng ung ilaw nmen.. uhmn dun na kame nabuo ang 6psycho hahaha... c ener,ako,obet,lei,deivi,cesca... astig..ayos hehehe dun na kmi ngkabonding ni anghel ko.. nagsent ako ng msg na blank sa knya kita ko xe bc xa sa txt.. tas un ngkatxt kmi habang nagiinuman d alam un ng 2ropa hehehe.. inuman ulit d pde mawala sa eksena hahah ^^ uhmn tas un picture taking kme sa room lumipat na kame nun kaxe umulan na.. bad3p ang ulan.. hehehe wasak ang moment sa rooftop.. hehehe
aun bibili daw xa ng yosi ako namn c gentleman kuno cnmahan ko xa para makalaboy na din.. dun daw kmi bibili sa 11-7 hehehe d akalain na super lau pla non grabe lng katapusang lkad..pro aus lng enjoy nman ^^ tas un ntapos inuman 2lugan na ulit.. at ang anghel ayaw pa m2log..gs2 pa mkipagchikahan gang sa pagkakita ko sa knya bagsak na.. xempre tabi ulit kami n2log 2nd time and 2nd srike sa puso ko ^^
"Decembers"
Lets to try to remember these days back in December
Our lives were very different
I was lonely when we first met
A small upstairs apartment
Driving through the darkness before they even knew you were gone
You don't even have to speak because I can hear your heartbeat
Fluttering like butterflies searching for a drink
You don't have to cover up how you feel when your in love
I'll always know im not enough to even make you think
Please, slow down girl
We're moving way to fast for their world
We gotta make this last
I miss you so much, a self inflicted coma
The days drag on I never thought of running with their feet
And when i feel the stress, I'm lonely and depressed
I picture you in the dress you wore four weeks ago
You don't even have to speak because I can hear your heartbeat
Fluttering like butterflies searching for a drink
You don't have to cover up how you feel when your in love
I'll always know im not enough to even make you think
Please, slow down gir