This note should be pretty easy to understand,
All the warnings from the punk rock 101 courses over the year since my first introduction to the shall we say,
ethics involved with indepedence and embracement of your community,
it is proven to be true.
I haven't felt the exciment of listening to as well as creating music,
along with really writting someting,for too many years now.
I feel guilty beyond the words about these things--for example,
when we're backstage and the lights go out and the roar of the crowd begins,
it doesnt affect me the way in which it did for Freddie Mercury,
who seemed to love and relish the love and adoration of the crowd.
Which is something I totally admire and envy.
The fact that I cant fool you,any one of you,
it simply isnt fair to you or to me.
The worst crime I could think of would be to pull people off by faking it,
pretending as if I'm having 100% fun.
Sometimes I feel as I should have a punch-in time-clock before I walk out on stage.
I've tried everything within my power to appreciate it,and I do.
God believe me I do,but its not enough.
I appreciate the fact that I and we have effected and entertained a lot of people.
I must be one of those narcissits who only appreciate thing when they're alone.
I'm too sensitive. I need to be slightly numb in order to regain the enthusiamsm.
On our last 3 tours I've had a much appreciation of all the people I know personally,
but I still cant get out the frustration to gather the empathy I have for everybody.
There's good in all of us and I simply love people too much.
So much that it makes me feel just fucking sad.
Sad little sensative unappreciative Piece,
I had a good parents,and for that I'm grateful.
But since the age of seven.
I've become hateful toward all humans in general only because it seems so easy for people to get along that have empathy.
Only because I love and feel for people too much I guess.
I'm pretty much of an erractic moody person and I dont have passion anymore.
Peace, Love, Empathy,
Svend.."
Who I Want to Meet:
Sir. Pepe Smith
Sir. Karl Roy
Sir. Basti Artadi
Sir. Mark Abaya
Sir. Ely Buendia
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..whoever you are,i completely agree with you. XD
and yeah,i really think she's a sleeping zombie.
too much booze,i guess.. ;D