Monica Lopez

ders not much yu realli need to kno about me. qrimey bitches are foreva jockinq on mi swaqqa; doesnt phase me. im a very easy person to talk to. more than half of tha time, i hide mi pain. im independent; if yu lean on others yu'll neva be able to qrow on your own. i can not hold qrudqes for tha life ov me, nd i dnt plan on chanqinq dat. im a very quarded person and it takes alot of time for me to trust someone. ders alot more to me dan meets tha eye. i can be a liddo kidd or a fully matured adult, so dnt qet yur shxt twisted. i have off days, learn to deal wid dem. i had bad habits, such as partyinq; dos thinqs went awaay. but hey yu qot one life live it up, yeediqq? one thinq yu need to kno- i live, breathe nd bleed R&B music. im qunna end dis hurr, before i qet too into it, but heres somethinq yu should kno. im diffrent nd i kan promise yu, no matta how hard yu try nd replace me.... yu'll neva find neone dat even comes close



_ima make it on mi own_
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sometimes yu qet tired ov waitinq. yur full ov stress thinkinq am i qunnah make it? yu find yurself cryinq out ov nowhere in tha most random place. Workinq hard is wat ive always aimed for. strivinq for succes is wat i am determined to do to betta mi life nd mi loved ones. but is dis all enouqh. i have to pave mi own way to obtain a qreat success. To stop tha curse dat runs in mi family. ive seen den suffer nd i kno not to follow der footsteps. it is up to me to make everythinq betta. To make mi own trail.i have no time nd place to fool around. i dnt hav a normal life nd i dnt qet to do wat everybody mi aqe does. i have responsiblites nd prioities nd to nd people dat i need to take care ov. i dnt qet it easy lik most people do. i have to earn thinqs; it doesnt jst come up riqht den wen i ask for thinqs. i careless about tha people who fuxked me ova nor tha people who lied straiqht up infront ov mi face nd stil do. altho it seems like im jst qettinq bad luck i believe in karma. as lonq as i believe in qod nd myself i kno deep down everythinq will turn out how it should be. nd no matta how much i dnt qet support from mi parents at least in tha future wen everythinq starts takinq place i kno i can truly say to myself dat i did it all by myself. dat i am qonna be where i am at bcus ov me. nd for all dos who are lucki enouqh; for dos where thinqs jst comes easy to dem be appreciative nd thankful. Lastly; for dos who has tha same situation as me be patient. One LOVE!



(take it all way; lets fly]


Life's pain nd from dat we qain tha lesson we learn. in vain, do we cry. wen we cry, it feels like we're alive. We want to die nd it hurts. Happiness is five steps ahead & we fall ten steps behind. Dnt luqk baqk, push ahead, yu'll be fine. follow yur heart & use yur head. dnt be just anutha somebody in somebody else's bed. we feel nd wit dat we deal wid tha outcomes in life. We strive to become better beinqs. Beinq who we are, we cant help it. Take a knife nd end it. dis life, we hate it. We save it everytime. We're scared, so be it. Life is beinq real wid it. GOD said, to lift our heads up hiqh