a a venessa^_^

Holy Redeemer School of Dasmarias Cavite (hS), University of PerpetuaL help system DALTA molino(cOllege)

Far Eastern University - Manila, Attended 2000 - 2002, Class of 2005, Other, nursing

nurse(in near future..^_^)

texting, watching movies and listening tO music..i rily lOve senti sOngs..coz it reminds me of someone sO spexl..

d' nOtebuk and if onLy..

hOme, the past, wen ur gOne, upside down, magbalik, old frend, i dont want yOu to gO, only reminds me of yOu and MAD..

ah!my Goddess..^_^

A few days ago when I met him, I wrote this poem 4 him..(2007)

It’s just a like a few days since u enter my life .
Everything’s ok before, yet now it seems better.
Though we’ve met only few day’s ago, it appears to be like ETERNITY though, we’re not always together.
Every word you say, every msg you send; every beeping of my phone- brings smile on my face.

I don’t know if it’s right or not. Yet all I know I’m happy and I hope it won’t get wrong.

Will it be okay if I feel something unusual?
Will you get mad if it’s something so emotional?
Will it ever get to be mutual?

How will you react if I say that it’s starting?
How will I explain that I didn’t mean to feel it so early?
How will I express it, to prove that I am true?.
And how will I ever say that I already love you?

And I wrote this a years after since I met him(2009)...

I thought it will last till eternity.
But everything was just a thought.
All were just in my mind – a fragment of my imagination, I was drown with thy emotions.

I, then assumed that the feeling was mutual. Because it was what you showed me.
You care, you comported – you loved. But all was a lie.
I was fooled, now I’m wounded.

I don’t mean to say goodbye.
For goodbye’s are only for the mortal.
But my feeling seems IMMORTAL, yet in this reality, - I am slowly dying.

I wanted to turn back the time.
Wishing that I didn’t give in.
But I’m already here; stabbed – dying.

GOODBYE..
Not the right word, but it is the best word that could describe the pain you’ve caused me.

I don’t blame you nor myself. I even thank heaven for once giving you to me, yet I asked the Lord why do I have to feel this hurt?.
GOODBYE..
I know this is not the end.
Life goes on my dear. But my life begins without in it.
I know you’ll get through this.

I hope, I could move on..
=(