Esther Chin

Smk Bandar Baru Sri Petaling, Attended 2000 - 2000
Smk Sri Sentosa, Attended 2003 - 2004, Class of 2004

Sekolah Kebangsaan Bandar Baru Seri Petaling(1994-1999), Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Bandar Baru Seri Petaling(2000), Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Seri Saujana(2001-2002), Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Sri Sentosa(2003-2004), University College Sedaya International(2005-Current)

University College Sedaya International, Attended 2005 - Present, Class of 2009, Bachelor's Degree, B.A.(Hons.) Mass Communication

A blogger and owner of http://estherchin.com

Bellatrix Black - http://beforehelived.proboards83.com/index.cgi

Money and Shopping Malls. Now, I'll let you do the math to it.

Little Women (I had always perceive myself as Amy March.) Also. Marie Claire, Female and Cleo magazines.

Lust, Caution (2007), Secret (2007), Transformers (2007), 300 (2006), The Guardian (2006), Take the Lead (2006), Goodbye Boys (2006), Mukhsin (2006), Gubra (2006), Sepet (2004), School Of Rock (2003), Gladiator (2000), The Road Home (1999), Heat (1995), Sleepless in Seatle (1993), Fame (1980).

Old School, Rock and Pop songs with guitar solo in the beginning is a must. Nelly Furtado, Gwen Stefani, Oasis, The Pussycat Dolls, Kelly Clarkson, Avril Lavigne, Simple Plan, Santana, Fall Out Boy, The Black Eye Peas, Suede, The Beatles, Akon, Linkin Park, Nickelback, Evanescence, Toploader, Rolling Stones, Carpenters, 311, Teresa Teng, Sammi Cheng, Jay Chou

“I’m selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes. I’m out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can’t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best.” ~Marilyn Monroe



Esther's hot. Hot tempered, that is.

* I'm atypical. I like odd. & I'm addicted to addiction.
* I'm simple but I'm not.
* I'm serious, by nature. Kawai nonsense is severely despised.
* I possess a huge amount of fondness towards dramatics.

* Esther is a sadistic, sofisticat, thriller, high time roller & part time lover.
* She's sarcastic, analytical, calculative, persistent & confrontational.
* Basically, a difficult person.
* Definitely NOT just another face in the crowd.

* Life is viewed in shades of grey & love as overrated.
* Make-up is an art. & so is shopping.
* "Reason" is only a prettier word for "excuse". No more, no less.
* Risks are meant to be taken. It adds life to our monotonous days.

* I have disagreements with trust. Also, he looks rather distorted.
* Let's play truth or dare. Actually, let's just play dare. No one tells the truth around here anymore.
* "I lied to you because I love you." That's infinite blasphemy. An unforgivable case.
* I'm realistic. Money is a need.

* http://estherchin.com

* Would you say what you should have done? Or would you do what you should have said?

* Being over everything doesn't mean that I can forget & that the memories are gone.
It doesn't mean that your existence didn't destroy & your disappearance didn't change me.

*If you knew me yesterday, please don't think that I'm the same person you're meeting today.
I have experienced more of life, I have encountered new depths in reality.
I have suffered, been disappointed and changed.
& I'm different.

*I think I've finally come to the point in my life where I'm happy with myself,
& know that I don't have to change or be a certain way for people to like me anymore.
I'm just fine & if someone doesn't think I am,
I don't care.

Stand up for what you believe in.
Or you will fall for anything.

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I'm not going to look for a guy.
I'm not going to try to talk to him first,
I won't try to get him to put me in his life.
If a guy wants me, then he can find me.
If he wants to talk, then he can talk.
& if he wants me in his life,
He can find a way to put me there.

Do u think maybe people just settle?
Because maybe they were in love once & they're afraid they won't get that again before they die.
So they just find the next best thing & grab a hold of it.
What if that's how it works?
What if ur true love is still out there feeling the same way?
What if you never see them again, but still every day u think about them & wondering what they are doing.
Or maybe they are looking for u at the same time.
But the thing that scares us is that we may never find that one
...so we settle.

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*I would definitely be amaze if you acquire the capability to put up with my temperament.