Mandy Mendoza

i am a warrior

University Of The East- Caloocan, Attended 1996 - 2000, Class of 2000, Other, BSBA - Management

student I dreamer I killing people inside my head

drawing I writing I eating I drinking I thinking I dreaming I snoring I sneezing I reading I sketching I cars I paintings I nude paintings I magazines I flowers I photography I morgue I medical chuvaness I sunsets I sunrise I swim wear I maong pants I vans flipflops I coconut trees I white sand I beaches I poetry I cats I nature trippin I twin popsies I movies I frito lay ruffles I piknik ketchup flavor I fire works I

dante's inferno though it made me crazy reading this I marvel 1602 I twisted series of JZ I bob ong's book

50firstdates I surviving picasso I man in the iron mask I braveheart I shakespeare in love I romeo and juliet I being john malkovich I if lucy fell I sleepy hollow I city of angels I underworld I xmen I LOTR I night watch I day watch

stone_ acid jazz_jazz_old school rock (pearl jam, dave matthews band, pavement I catherine wheel I better than ezra I unified theory I TBAI I jamiroquai I interpol I nirvana I foo fighters I metallica I sound garden I unified theory I jack johnson

the rock show I arirang I grimm adventures of billy and mandy I betty la fea reruns

Virgo

They say I am weird because I am different among others. Others hate me; curse me until they reach their death beds because they never really understand the real meaning of exoneration and humility. Inside their minds, they are creating this monstrous ogre and named it - - - - and that is the reason why they loathe me so much. And because of that I pity them. For those people who stay with me deserves my true friendship. I've been fooled a couple of times by those people I trusted the most but still I continue to believe that all people deserve my friendship though in the end they keep on stabbing me at the back. Don't be deceived by my unusual thoughts on life, I am still a normal individual and I believe that everyone deserves a second chance. Envy is included in the seven deadly sins and this transgression is the one I hate the most. I hate people who don't have contentment in their lives. I despise them so much that I wish they diffuse instantly from my sight. For those who love to show off, back stabbing crazy bitches, stingy and other kinds please, I am begging you to get lost. You are not welcome in my life. Art lovers are free to view my works. Criticisms are very much welcome. I am just starting to learn how to draw so please bear with me. This is my new found hobby...
I am also a dreamer. I never get tired of believing that all my dreams would come true with god's guidance. For starters, I wanted to publish my own book about my poetries, life and works. then i wanted to have my paintings put in a gallery. though i am just a beginner my mentor said that i have the potential to do more and be a good artist. I wanted to enroll in an art school. I also wanted to be a famous driver then a drummer in a famous rock band. Call me delusional but there is nothing wrong in dreaming and aiming these dreams. At least I have my own reverie and I am better than those people who never dreams at all...
taena, nahuhumaling ako kay Johnny Depp!!!

TIM BURTON! Capt. Jack Sparrow, Optimus prime, bumble bee, florence nightingale, jose pasillas, fernando alonso, drew barrymore, edgar allan poe, emily dickinson, sylvia plath (just want to ask her why she put her head inside an oven then inhaled gas for suicide instead of some convenient way of ending her life) william shakespeare and the bastards and bitches that made my life hell...

and of course you...

evil_mandy555@yahoo.com.ph

thank you