Dating Women, Fans, Activity Partners

Sep 2006

NUEVA ECIJA, MANILA

retro bar, zapps, pluto, intro bar, cowboy grill, padis point, donjuan

http://profiles.friendster.com/jordanrock

Muntinlupa National High School, Attended 1994 - 1998, Class of 1998
Wesleyan University - Philippines, Attended 1998 - 1999, Class of 2002
Pamantasan Ng Lungsod Ng Muntinlupa, Attended 1999 - 2000, Class of 2003

MUNTINLUPA NAT'L HISKUL, PLM, WUP, GSC

Good Samaritan Colleges, Attended 2005 - Present, Class of 2009, Bachelor's Degree

student,musician

DELTA KAPPA PHI, AIRHEADS, MEN BEHIND BARS, BLACK MANTRA, THE RATS, 6TH AVENUE, TUNGKONG LANGIT

listening rock music, workout, surfing

bibliya

face off, transformers, the rock, rumble n the bronx

rock n roll

24 hours, mix, mtv

Virgo

TUNGKUNG LANGIT (and the Loverguys) ARE:

BOHEMYO-BAHO
JULIO ALFREDO-GITARA
SANTINO-GITARA DIN
KARYO-TAMBOL/BOSES

RETRO BATTLE OF THE BANDS 2008 - CHAMPION, BEST BASS,BEST LEAD

BERTESE,QUEZON BATTLE OF THE BANDS 2008-CHAMPION

MUNOZ (7TH DEMOLAY) BATTLE OF THE BANDS 2009-CHAMPION, BEST VOCALS

YAMAHA-BAMBOO BATTLE OF THE BANDS 2009-CHAMPION

ALAMINOS,PANGASINAN- SMB BATTLE OF THE BANDS 2009-CHAMPION W/ PODIUM BAND, BEST VOCALIST,BEST DRUMMER,BEST JINGLE

GAPAN BATTLE OF THE BAND 2009-3RD LNG

IL CIELO, MUNOZ BATTLE OF THE BANDS 2009-CHAMPION

BURGOS,BALOC NUEVA ECIJA BATTLE OF THE BANDS 2009-CHAMPION

NERYS RESORT,CABANATUAN CITY BATTLE OF THE BANDS 2009-CHAMPION

ROBINSON'S CABANATUAN BATTLE OF THE BANDS-2ND place

Dave,
Speaking from the tongue of an experienced simpleton who obviously would rather be an emasculated, infantile complain-ee. This note should be pretty easy to understand.
All the warnings from the punk rock 101 courses over the years, since my first introduction to the, shall we say, ethics involved with independence and the embracement of your community has proven to be very true. I haven't felt the excitement of listening to as well as creating music along with reading and writing for too many years now. I feel guity beyond words about these things.
For example when we're back stage and the lights go out and the manic roar of the crowds begins., it doesn't affect me the way in which it did for Freddie Mercury, who seemed to love, relish in the the love and adoration from the crowd which is something I totally admire and envy. The fact is, I can't fool you, any one of you. It simply isn't fair to you or me. The worst crime I can think of would be to rip people off by faking it and pretending as if I'm having 100% fun. Sometimes I feel as if I should have a punch-in time clock before I walk out on stage. I've tried everything within my power to appreciate it (and I do,God, believe me I do, but it's not enough). I appreciate the fact that I and we have affected and entertained a lot of people. It must be one of those narcissists who only appreciate things when they're gone. I'm too sensitive. I need to be slightly numb in order to regain the enthusiasms I once had as a child.
On our last 3 tours, I've had a much better appreciation for all the people I've known personally, and as fans of our music, but I still can't get over the frustration, the guilt and empathy I have for everyone. There's good in all of us and I think I simply love people too much, so much that it makes me feel too fucking sad. The sad little, sensitive, unappreciative, Pisces, Jesus man. Why don't you just enjoy it? I don't know!
I have a goddess of a wife who sweats ambition and empathy and a daughter who reminds me too much of what i used to be, full of love and joy, kissing every person she meets because everyone is good and will do her no harm. And that terrifies me to the point to where I can barely function. I can't stand the thought of Isabel becoming the miserable, self-destructive, death rocker that I've become.
I have it good, very good, and I'm grateful, but since the age of seven, I've become hateful towards all humans in general. Only because it seems so easy for people to get along that have empathy. Only because I love and feel sorry for people too much I guess.
Thank you all from the pit of my burning, nauseous stomach for your letters and concern during the past years. I'm too much of an erratic, moody baby! I don't have the passion anymore, and so remember, it's better to burn out than to fade away.


Peace, love, empathy.
Jordan Tensuan


Isabel and Fredo, I'll be at your alter.
Please keep going Fredo
For Dyesebel
For her life, which will be so much happier without me.
I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU!