Jenna Ju

smukie.

Wesleyan University, Bachelor's Degree

student.

geng asik.

buku, people (and listening to them), kopi, poverty, jalan2, jazz, nge-chill (alias bobo), makan, nulis, orang2 tua, basket, dogs, NGO, nihon-go sama makan lg deh..

global values 101, the brothers karamazov, filosofi kopi, fathers and sons, naipaul's, my confessions, sophie's world, buku2nya pak s. tong, man's search for meaning

american beauty, the life aquatic, royal tennenbaums, ghost world, fucking amal, terminal, donnie darko, juno, superbad

paris match, orange pekoe, jazzin' park, parkdrive, jazztronik, clammbon

friends

Gemini

*Kau telah besar kini, dirinya menghilang ketika kau berangkat dewasa, dirinya menjelma bayangan yang sesekali saja kelihatan, bayangan berat yang mesti kau seret di tumit kaki sepanjang jalan..Kau menatap bapakmu yang menunduk, melihat siluetya dari samping, rindu. Kau ingin berlari ke pelukannya saat itu, seperti yang sering kau lakukan waktu kecil dulu.. (Cala Ibi, Nukila Amal)

*I believe in christianity as i believe that the sun has risen..not only because i see it...but because by it..i see everything else.. (sproul) *

* loking at all that history and reflecting on the achievements of people long ago kind of put things into perspective. i know we're all pretty small in the big scheme of things and I suppose the most you can hope for is to make some kind of difference. But -- WHAT kind of DIFFERENCE have I made? What in the world is BETTER because of me? Once I am dead, and everyone who knew me dies too, it'll be as though I never even existed. What difference has my life made to anyone? None that I can think of. None at all. ( About Schmidt )*

*Mengapa harus takut pada matahari?
Kepalkan tangan lawan teriknya..
Mengapa harus takut pada malam hari?
Nyalakan lilin sebagai penerangnya..* ^^ ( a friend )

my fav quote : Anyone whose goal is 'something higher' must expect someday to suffer vertigo. What is vertigo? Fear of falling? Then why do we feel it even when the observation tower comes equipped with a handrail? No, vertigo is something other than the fear of falling. It is the voice of the emptiness below us which tempts and lures us, it is the desire to fall, against which, terrified, we defend ourselves..-milan kundera

-my fucking talking head keeps talking to me every hour, every minute, and every single second in between. It says, I am the most evil of all evil. when will silence come?

-kadang wajah tak penting, ku tinggal menutup mataku. kadang hati tak penting, ku bisa tinggalkanmu dipagi hari tanpa perlu kenal. bukan cinta, bukan kata-kata yang mengalir bagai listrik dari hati sampai ke bawah sana, bukan status, bukan kebanggaan. aku hanya ingin malam ini. aku butuh tubuh untuk kusentuh. aku butuh hangat..atau dingin, aku tak perduli. adakah bedanya? malam terang cahaya rembulan, gelap pekat arang hitam kopi pahit, seprei putih. aku berbaring diatasnya setiap hari melidunginya dari gelap malam yang masuk dari celah celah jendela kamarku yg ingin melahapnya, membuatnya hitam. pelan-pelan aku menghitam, menghilang. itukah mengapa ia tetap putih dan jadi aku hitam? malam ini, aku ingin ada tubuh disampingku. menghitam bersamaku, aku jadi setengah hitam. ku tak ingin cinta. ku tak perlu melihatmu. kau boleh mengendap perlahan ketika gelap pekat merayap, lalu pergi saat matahari pagi menghampiri, itu cukup. peluk aku malam ini.

orang-orang hebat yang bisa jd inspirasi. mereka yg live life to the fullest, always moving, always thinking about the future, always doing something great, but also have time to relax and watch a stupid movie.