tears

Sagittarius

"this poem can describe me"

sunshine...

it was a beautiful day..
clear sky,cool breeze..
smiles everywhere..
giggles and laughter is there..

as the time goes by..
the wind blow strong..
so i put on my blanket..
it gives me warm feeling..

as the day goes by..
sudden rain pour..
i close my window..
cause it make me soak..

as the week goes by..
a typhoon came..
its so damn cold..
i wore my coat and lock all doors..

months came by..
earthquake, rockin me..
its like im in a cradle..
i hold on very tight..

at last it ends..
a bright light came..
smile was worn again..
but..

it was just a fake sunshine..
its just a sign for the doomned..
whirlwind,earthquake,typhoon came..
its like im gonna die..

thank god i keep my last sanity..
why should i face all of it..
when i can go inside my house and hide..
hiding to be safe..

but im not hiding literaly..
i let it pass..
it will stop,i know..
the sunshine will come soon..

time heals all wounds..
as they say..
even nature can..
soon beautiful nature will reveal..

so beautiful..
as if nothing happen..
a brand new..
so damn new..

its not as new as it seems..
but at least..
i survive..
im still alive..

there are scars..
and it will never fade away..
but looking from the other side..
i might keep this as my medal..

an honor..
an award to myself..
that i survive..
soon the real sunshine will rise..

i hope..
i pray..
i wish..
it will come soon....................