Friends, Activity Partners

Dec 2006

PUNTA PRINSESA, CEBU CITY

http://profiles.friendster.com/36361274

University of San Carlos - Girls High, Attended 2000 - 2004, Class of 2004

USC (girls high)

University Of San Carlos-main Campus, Attended 2004 - Present, Class of 2009, Bachelor's Degree, psychology

Psychology STUDENT (UNIVERSITY OF SAN CARLOS)

psych society

sports, T.V., music, hanging out with my friends where gender is not an issue and you can be yourself, whoever you may be...

the da vinci code, horror books

Final Fantasy 7, Final Fantasy 7: Crisis Core, Final Fantasy 7: Advent Children, Final Fantasy 7: Dirge of Cerberus

songs from: final fantasy theme songs, red, paramore, fall out boy, fm static, saliva, nickleback, urbandub, hale, evanescence, linkin park, simple plan, etc.

Ellen, the L Word, discovery channel, national geographic, etc.

Capricorn

Falling Away

I am bored with love
and it's passionless limbs
that drape over my bed
in a lethargic state of impotence
while wearing the same red heart
my soul picked up hitchhiking
off highway serendipity

Now here we are
alone in togetherness
trying to build dreams
with two by fours and glue,
but even a home
won't tie us together
when our hearts live alone

Poetic vows cliched
into nothingness
like all words do, eventually
and we allowed
our bodies to become
another pair of hollow shadows
that make love to a wall
instead of each other
and we wonder why
the roses are dying


For You

You leave me here to bleed in pain
I don't understand why you play these games
Every second I wait but you don't even call
You mean everything to me but I'm nothing at all
I'd do anything it takes to get to you
Anything it takes to make you love me too
But now all I ever do is chase you away
There is just nothing I can do, nothing I can say
I don't know what to do and it makes me scared
I feel as though I'm losing you and you don't even care
I miss you so much, but you'll never know
I think you'd just rather me walk out and go
I remember the beginning when you loved me so much
You would have given the world for just my touch
But now you seem so far away
And life only gets harder each and every day
I love you, you have every beat of my heart
It is easier for you to smile then for me to pretend
I've given you my life, and this is the end


Painful Truth
Adapted from: SilverySky

You've never listened
even when I said I love you,
you didn't listen.
And I believed you didn't love me
and I went through life
thinking I'd never be happy,
never be loved,
and hiding from the knife.
Then I met her,
and she listened to my confessions
and loved me back,
until you came along again.
You told me you loved me
and when I didn't say it
and said I love her
you finally listened
to the painful truth.


My Life

everyone thinks they know me
but no one really does
they dont know the pain i go through
i go home lock myself in my room
never wanting to come out
lookin for my way out
where's the knife or the razor??
maybe one day i'll find my way out

I let the blood run slowly down my arm
feeling its beauty as I let it go...
I think I'll let it go on maybe tonight will be....
my escape from this life


Your Lies

Funny when things never change
Even when you say they will
But while your off s(rewing her
My life is standing still

You tell me that you love me
When I go to leave
You tell me I'm your only one
And I let myself believe

I know that you are using me
But you'll never let me go
I know that you don't love me
I know I'm just for show

I don't know If I can stand
To see you love another girl
You know that you broke my heart
You know that your my world

But while your standing by my side
I'll believe your lies forever
Cause everything seems so perfect
When we are together


Leave Me Now

Leave me now.
No pain or sorrow.
Better now,
before tomorrow.

Express no words.
Better not say,
for words betray.

Each lie causes my heart to frey,
torn apart in pure decay.

Rather hear no words at all now,
Silence is my only sound.

Comforts me when no one is around.
In silence lies the truth profound.

Not afraid to be alone.
Not afraid of the unknown.

Rather hear no words from you.
Rather hear no words untrue.

Prefer to hear my own heart beat.
Than hear the words of such deceit.

Leave me in my silence.
in my peace of mind.

In my thoughts I don’t rewind.
No words to me can bind.

Words are nothing to me now.
Cannot make me stand,
or make me fall.
To me they do not enthrall.

No need for you to say a word,
no sounds need be transferred.

If too hard for you to follow.
If in words, you must wallow.
Spreading the hopes of fairy tale dreams,
Confusing the heart with new kinds of schemes.

Just try to stop yourself,
close your mouth.
Don’t say a word to me,
you just flee.

Throw all those words to the wind.
Far away from here.
To my heart they won’t adhere.
Let them disappear.

Leave me now.
No pain or sorrow.
Better now,
before tomorrow.


Dance Of Terror
by Justbleu

Window panes come crashing down
Amidst the tears and pain
Vanishing hopes are gone and flew away
Up above through twilight
Shadows cast across the floor
Reflections of the past
Trembling thoughts of one
Dwelling deep within the soul
A mystical sense of reality
Captured by the craze
All in bewilderment
Of the shock in the wave
Creatures of the dimness
Chattering amongst the green
Everything slows in stillness
What is this we see?


Death Of An Angel
by Joseph Smith
I once knew a lady named Misery
she lived in a damaged world
she calls to me in transparent dreams

a lonely star outside the closed universe

she was my twisted soul

long ago she experienced the darkest

Eternal Soulmates
by Lisa Teller

You are the one,
with whom I'm destined to be,
across space and time,
you are drawn to me,

One love, one life, we are destined to be,
soulmates forever throughout eternity,
In past lives I have loved you,
In this life I love you too,

And I know if I shall live again,
I am destined to love you,
across space and time, you are drawn to me,
One love, one life, we are destined to be,

Soulmates forever throughout eternity,
I know I'll always find you where ever you are,
No matter the consequence,
No matter how far,

Even in death I shall love you more,
to fuel my search to find you,
so we shall love once more,
across space and time, you are drawn to me

One love, one life, we are destined to be,
Soulmates forever throughout eternity.



My Soul Mate
by Kym Nach

In Dreams I search for a timeless Love
Without boundaries bestowed below or above.

Our eyes meet, we embrace again and again,
No words ever spoken from beginning to end.

I feel you as if we're two halves of one whole
In the company of Peace, you feed my Soul.

I awaken from sleep with you in my Heart
Disguising my Truths until daylight departs.

In this life we may never completely reside
In a home with children at each of our sides.

Still, I feel a Love so fully Divine
That I know we'll continue through Space, Age and Time.



My Eyes so Full of Tears

The tears wash away
the sadness in my eyes,
but they can't wash away
the sadness in my heart.
Only you can, and you won't.


Seek Not My Heart
by Kit McCallum

Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies,
Do not you hear my heartfelt cries?

Below the branches, here about,
Do not you sense my fear and doubt?
Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams,
Do not you hear my woeful screams?

Upon the meadows, touched with dew,
Do not you see my hearts a'skew?
Beneath the thousand twinkling stars,
Do not you feel my jagged scars?

Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze,
For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees.

It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies,
Accompanied by heartfelt sighs.
It's drifting o're the gentle rain,
A symbol of my silent pain.

It's buried 'neath the meadow fair,
Conjoined with all the sorrow there.
It's lost among the stars this night,
Too far to ease my quiet fright.

No gentle winds, seek not my heart,
For simply ... it has torn apart.


I Can See The Pain
Adapted from Nikki

I still see your face in my dreams
It hurts and it doesn't help at all
I still want you in my life as crazy as that seems
I want you to catch me when I fall

I still remember the first time we met
There was something so different about you
Your friendship was something I wanted to get
That smile when you said hi to me was so new

Out of no where you called me on the phone
I wanted to sit there and talk to you forever
You were so new, so crazy and unknown
I just knew that our friendship would never sever

Two years and we are barely holding it together
What happened to the way this all used to be
I never wanted you out of my like ever
I sat there for a long time pretending not to see

We decided to go out and make it all all right
It didn't work out of course we knew it couldn't
We couldn't even really stand each others sight
It shouldn't end this way but it did and I shouldn't

I miss you and everything you were to me
Ten years from now we will look back on it all
We will be older and finally be able to see
That love will stand the test of time and never fall



I will come 2 you
© By Judith A. Watkins


When you have know light to guide you
and no one to walk beside you
I will come to you
when the night is dark and stormy
you won't have to search for me
when you don't know how or why
but you have lost you way
have now fear when your dreams are falling
I will hear your spirit calling
and I swear I will be there
see even if we can not be together now and forever
and I swear that I will be there
we all need somebody we can turn to
someone who will always understand
so even if your soul is dieing
and you need the strength to keep trying
I’ll reach out and take your hand
for I will come to you



My Heart Is Gone
© By Orchid L. Davis

My heart is gone
Because of you
And what you did
That made it break

My heart is gone
It’s torn in two
And nothing you can do
Can make it whole

My heart is gone
Because it was broken
From the feelings that were misunderstood
That lead to what you said

My heart is gone
And feels like forever


I'm Here
© By Bre C. Dunigan

Lets go now into the darkness of your thoughts
Hurry up now its time, were waiting
For you
With a broken mirror and a broken heart
Don't look back now or you will regret it
You don't want to see what right in front of you
But worst of all you let it
Don't think its ok
Don't think its right
When the tears you cry will not fade
And in a way