music. another major part of my life. music is a way to express ones feelings and emotions. or something you just get up and dance and jump around to. for me, its both. im slowly trying to get known in the music world. not just for me, but for my family and friends. my family because, well, we're having a bit of.... trouble i guess you could say. and i think if i could get out there and help with the bills, and food, and things like that, then i think they'll be okay. and to show that they helped me achieve my dream. my friends because i think it my show that all their encouragement and help has pulled through. and i can be who i want doing what i love. no one and nothing will ever change that.


there are so many reasons to be discovered and get into music, traveling, preforming, meeting fans, feeling free, recording studios, making songs, meeting famous stars. and so much more. life is meant to be lived. so get out there and express yourself and live your life freely. make mistakes, but no regrets. dream as if you'll live forever. live as if you'll die tomorrow. i do everyday. and these are just some of the things i live by. i try and leave my life unplanned. i intend to have fun and be a kid, because you're only young once.

and yes i am a 6 cycle mind fan. im not a fan girl, but i have my moments. [doesn't everyone.?] i love their songs. all of them each have there own unique meaning. but doesnt everything.? yes. everything does, but (most) of their songs are bassed off of what has happened to them in the past, or what they're going through. as are mine. though i only have one finished song and only about 1/4 of another. but im getting there.

labling. hmmm.. thats an interesting topic. to lable; stero-typing, judging people bassed on look, hobbies, etc., being a little bitch thats insecure about themself and acts all stuck up and snooty to cover it. lables are meant for things in stores, not people. i've been labled be cause of the clothes i wear, how my hair is, and the people i hang with. its not cool to do that. im not emo, or goth, or preppy, im simply me. and if you dont like it. fuck.you. im not, nor am i ever, going to change. for anyone. unless i feel its nessecary. [which i dont think i ever will.]