If fairy tales never seem to have bad endings, how come we call our beautiful relationships “Fairy Tales”?? Beautiful it may be or sound like… but is it really?? It’s always nice to think how you met him, how he declared you his love and how you thought life would be just perfect. The beginning is always happy in every relationship but as it goes on sometimes one party may feel “why did I even start this?”. We say “Every Dark Cloud Has a Silver Line”. But isn’t it also true that every cloud that has a silver line around it is nothing but a place full of darkness inside it?



It’s difficult to divulge the real pain, a betrayal to speak of it in public.. The rest is silence!

damn ! -- i told my friend one day that i fell in love with him but then he hated me and didnt ever wanna hang with me anymore and then i just tried so hard getting him to love me and then i just gave up and then when i started ignoring him he kept messing around with me so i felt like some kind of toy then it just messed with my head and i got low self confidence and started commiting suicide and it never worked but i needed something to feel i was so numb but then after i passed he failed then everyone kept asking me if i still loved him and i tell them no but there is not a day that i do not think about him and he keeps sending me pics of him and his gf making out and other stuff just to rub it in my face and i cant help but o cry i know hes not worth it but y do i still care i need help i dont know what to do i want ot just give up on life i mean life isnt for everyone..

:(( I tried it so hard to forget him,,, to be busy on other things.. but every time my cellphone's ring.. and receive a message from him,, i can't stop myself to text him back..I don't know how to tell him to stop texting me for a while...I don't know how to tell him that I'm hurting,,,

I txted him like this.. Bhe I have a story.. then i told him that I'm Inlove and he just answer me.. "UN LANG??" "Is that so??" then,, he txted me again "Gudnyt na"... Loveu bhe".. i don't what to feel.. It really seems that he doesn't want to hear my love story,, and he's refusing it.. I am just trying to tell him my situation and I wanna know what's he's Idea about my feelings.. but then again rejection.. he refuse it,,

I really don't know how to forget him.. how could I????? when??? where??? It really makes me broken...