charlean guevara

[charlean]
[cha-cha][val][charisse]

I am [simple][caring][loving][friendly][unique][nobody’s girl][comfortable to be with][open minded][approachable][humble][generous][GOD fearing][morena][chubby][talkative][maldita][smiling][shy][fickle minded][secretive][ready to listen to your problems][contented with what I have right now][perfectly imperfect][born to stand out][proud to be a CAROLINIAN][the only daughter]

I love [GOD][myself][my family][my relatives][my friends][my bestie][my neighbors][my classmates][my schoolmates][my haters][my enemies][pink][violet][black][white][jobee][mcdo][kfc][chocolates][cakes][ice cream][converse][collecting stuff toys][music][to eat][being loved][being myself]

I like [surfing the net][wedge sandals][dresses][bags][playing badminton][playing volleyball][playing with my friends][playing with my cousins][baking][biking][swimming][discovering beautiful sceneries]

I can [be your friend][be a shoulder to lean on][keep secrets][be your sweetest dream][be your worst nightmare][be your enemy]

I don’t like [silent type person][KSP][KJ][OA][pinamay][pretenders][flirts][backbiters][social climbers]

My goals in life is to [make my parents proud of me][make my parents happy][finish my studies][have high grades][graduate with honors][become a successful doctor][be happy always]

My motto in life is [mabuting kaibigan,masamang kaaway]


am i stupid for i loved???


i'm lying in my bed right now
thinking of things,asking myself how?
what's happening to my life?
is this the result of driving it slight?

i guess i am too much affected.
and i can't help myself to be sensitive.
could this be the result of loving?
caring too much for a person without feeling?

again,i'm asking myself how did i like you?
how come i had loved you?
you didn't even care of how i feel...
doing things that caused me much pain...

what about those concerns you showed to me?
tell me,are they just simple words made by thee?
i just could say,you're being too much.
it's making me blue and hurting me much.

everytime you made me feel like this,
i want to believe that i'm worthless
is this a way of showing your love?
or it's exactly making me realize i'm stupid for i loved?
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=AMIGAS=