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I hate myself

I hate myself
for not being myself in front of everyone
for letting all the people around me suffer
for giving up hope in everything I do

I hate myself
for not standing up for myself
for not able to cheer up with my friends
for being a coward in front of everyone

I hate myself
for not have thrust in a serious friendship
for letting out my hatred by hurting my friends
for thinking of giving up my life every day

For I now
just a stranger in front of everyone
a coward that have no guts
a person that everyone will easily forget

Just like a little fire burning
without hope on another day and will worn out by any time without a trace...

The Greatest Pain In Life

The greatest pain in life
is not to die,
but to be ignored.
To lose the person you love so much
to another who doesn't care at all.
To have someone you care so about so much throw a party...
and not tell you about it.
When your favorite person on earth
neglects to invite you to his graduation.
To have people think that you don't care.

The greatest pain in life,
is not to die,
but to be forgotten.
To be left in the dust after another's great achievement.
To never get a call from a friend,
just saying "hi".
When you show someone your innermost thoughts
and they laugh in your face.
For friends to always be
too busy to console you
when you need someone to lift your spirits.
When it seems like the only person who cares about you,
is you.

Life is full of pain,
but does it ever get better?
Will people ever care about each other,
and make time for those who are in need?
Each of us has a part to play
in this great show we call life.
Each of us has a duty to mankind
to tell our friends we love them.
If you do not care about your friends
you will not be punished.
You will simply be ignored...
forgotten...
as you have done to others.

Darkness
Welcome to the world
The life that can be fill with woe
The darkness of hearts of lives, see and explore

The devil's land
Where souls are devoured as they fade
There is no life here, and I can't hear it anywhere

The call we all hold
"I want to live! I want my life to last!"
This call is dead here in this place, a hell of hearts

Land of depression
Do you feel light here?
Do you feel any hope to heal in this place?

The whispers are screaming
"I'm worthless let me die! I'm flawed!"
" I hate life! Go away I want nothing cause you all want to hurt me!"

The darkness in these hearts is insane!
And what do we do, but watch them fade as if its a show
Say nothing to the darkness that devours them, fight not for their life?

Darkness part your doors,
Give entrance to hope and light
Tear down your gates that seal these lives

Welcome to the dark
Here I stand in the dark
Here I scream, " I want to live and so should you!"

Your suffering, self loathing
The pain in your chest is unbearable, and your lost
You have lost worth, you feel no one will love you, am I right?

So you give into the suffering of your heart
To fade will bring an end to this world, for you won't stand
Yet why fade, why turn to nothing but a memory, there is light and love

There is reason to hold on,
You are wonderful, even if you don't believe me
Then why are you alive? Not all humans will see it but you are

Can you not feel your gift and your love
The harmony you bring, the might you give to others
Can you not feel your own value and all the traits in you, not just the flaws

You can heal, there is hope
Step out of the dark, wake up from the eternal night!
Change the heart in your chest and set up out of hell you have!

Take the hand of those around
There are those who want to pull you out
Not all wish to betray you, this world is not only woe

Take the hands of those who break your shields
The covers of depression that push away all lives,
Wanting you to fade, letting you not even whisper, live now and ever more!

The light wants you back
I want you alive, your loved ones want you,
The world wants you, now shout to the sky for all of us!

"I want to live!"
" I will not fade into nothing!
"I will have hope in my life as I heal!"

~ FRIENDS ~

As we walk our path of life,
We meet people everyday.
Most are simply met by chance.
But, some are sent our way.

These become special friends
Whose bond we can't explain;
The ones who understand us
And share our joy and pain.

Their love contains no boundaries.
So, even we are apart.
Their presence enhances us
With a warmth felt in the heart.

This love becomes a passageway,
When even the miles disappear.
And so, these friends, God sends our way,
Remain forever near.

A Friend is a Treasure
A friend is someone we turn to,
when our spirits need a lift.
A friend is someone we treasure,
for our friendship is a gift.
A friend is someone who fills our lives,
with beauty, joy and grace.
And make the world we live in,
a better and happier place.