Just looking around

Mar 2003

Harwood Heights, IL

Blockbuster, Starbucks, and Chilis

http://profiles.friendster.com/56213

Ridgewood High, Schaumburg High, Harper College

server at Chilis

having fun at every possible chance

"The Missing Piece" and "The Missing Piece Meets the Big O" by Shel Silverstein

Requiem For A Dream, The Poseidon Adventure, Girls Will Be Girls, Crazy/Beautiful, The NeverEnding Story, Titanic, The House of Yes, Empire Records, 200 Cigarettes, Ferris Bueller, The Breakfast Club, The Birdcage, Fahrenheit 9/11, Pontoffel Pock, The Notebook, Death Becomes Her, Can't Hardly Wait, Friday the 13th, The Goonies, Party Monster, But I'm A Cheerleader, Best in Show, The Sweetest Thing, Zoolander, American Beauty, Scream, Kill Bill Vol. 1 and 2

The Dandy Warhols, Journey, Oasis, Elliott Smith, The Cranberries, Paloalto, Sarah McLachlan, Sufjan Stevens, Electric President, Moby, Black Rebel Motorcycle Club, David Gray, U2, James Blunt, South, The Killers, Joseph Arthur, Imogen Heap, Finley Quaye, and countless more

Melrose Place, The L Word, Spongebob Squarepants, Lost, ER, The O.C., Friends, Will & Grace, The Simpsons, Family Guy, South Park, The Comeback, Fat Actress, Six Feet Under, Beverly Hills 90210, Party of Five, Dallas, Dynasty, Degrassi Junior High, X-Men, Rocko's Modern Life

UP2DATE -- 2.17.06

I'm a mixture of many crazy, insignificant, wild things and thoughts -- and I try to just have fun in any ways I can get it. I recently turned 21 and haven't even begun to explore all the different bars and clubs, which is something I want to do with different people and different friends. I want to meet as many cool people as possible, and want to have fun with all of them. I'm fairly independant, or I at least try to be, both financially and emotionally. I try not to judge people or go by first impressions, but sometimes I cannot help myself. I believe that everyone is potentially good, and that everyone has good inside them, and that if someone seems to be a bitch or an asshole, that there is a justifiable reason for it. I try not to give the wrong impressions, and if I come off as mean or cold, it's not intentially - it's just me trying to be honest. I'm not sure what I want to do for the rest of my life. Maybe film, editing and directing, maybe writing, maybe advertising. Or maybe social work, and volunteer work, or maybe something travel oriented. I really don't know. I'm a very "in my own head" type of person. I think my thoughts, I try not to go to others with my problems. I'm constantly daydreaming. I ramble... a lot. I like cheese, a lot of it. I like the continuation of a television series more than I like the brief duration of a movie. I love music, and discovering new kinds of it. I love "moments" in dating, in relationships - I put value in the first kiss, the first fuck, the first fight, and all the other poignant events that make a relationship matter. I smile a lot, or I try to.

Get emotional, get passionate - even if things don't work out the way you want. I'm not just talking romances - I'm including careers and friendships. An emotionless person is nothing but a zombie.

Just be yourself and things will be awesome. And of all things, NEVER walk away from a situation, a fight, or a conversation. Resolve it, discuss it, and bring closure to it. I am annoyed by nothing more than people who can't face conflict head on.

And be fun!