jay

my body is now drenched in blood
when i struck myself with a cold rod...
i thpught it'll end my suffering
and escape from the pain that im experiencing...
but it's only a groundless decision
and it is just prolonged my excruciation.
because what i've done is a self destruction
which bound myself into condemnation...
my soul is now slowly eaten by darkness
where earth splitting cries and screams exist,
trying to run away from hell
but it's too late because im caged in Satan's spell.
now im a lifeless trashything
outwitted by evil and sear
doomed into an eternal fire
sent into a fiery forgotten empire...
so im telling you not to follow that path
because it'll just drive you into a wrongful track!
always value that life you have..

i am sad inside & out.yay!
its better to be left alone.
rot in the corner of my Lair, which is my roOm.
oh! gOd! i Love staying in there.
i love it when it rains. pours my sadnesS away.
i definitely LOVE Music.
MUSiC is enough to describe mee.
i LiVE in MUSiC & ART!
without it, i'd be dying...being sloth
i dunnO why i am here...
all i know is to splurge this life in a crappy way or enjoy the mOcking steely empathy of it.
thats what i believe in.
im getting mOre emOish. ngaks.XD
bsta rak On lng ng rak On while stil alive!