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*sImPLe*_I, born on March 6. I am a person who is afraid of becoming intimate with someone because they might abandon me. But I really dont like to be alone. Id rather be with other people who affirm me. There are times I try to please others, which may be my way of establishing my meaning and identity. I really love my friends and at the same time I tend to hate him or her.( psychiatrists calls this close ambivalent attitude, desiring and rejecting someone at the same time). I know its not good, maybe Im just a moody person. But I become moody or pout when somethings anger me. When I am angry I seldom let anyone see how mad I am; on outside I try to appear calm and still I tend to be patient. They always tell me that they dont really understand me. I am so tired and fed up most of the time because of this kind of attitude that I have. I really wanted to change it because I wanted to be a good friend to them. I need friends who will be there, when I needed them the most. but now his not just a fren of me...

sweet and loving u...