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She's a simple girl who just wanted to have
A life not like the fairytale stories nor
Stories from the movies but a life directed
for her.
No fairy godmother, no witches
No heroes, no villains
Just her and the guy she loves
Would make the story a blockbuster
And a happily ever after ending.. ^_^

She's a girl who always puts on a brave face
to hide the weakness inside,
Feelings of insecurities, self-doubt and unworthiness
sometimes filled her emotions,
she has a bad habit of not taking anything
seriously that's why sometimes people thought that
she doesn't care about the people around her..

She's a person who would prefer listening
To other's stories than telling her own stories
A person who's life is a mystery yet intriguing to others.

A person who finds it difficult to love someone unconditionally
But found someone she loves unconditionally..

She has been misunderstood, committed mistakes
a lot of times, admit them then would say sorry for a million of times,
cry just for asking forgiveness, forget her pride and feelings just to
mend the broken things..
But in the end, nothing's change, "some people" still not understand her,
She also got jaded from the situations and got sick of explaining her side.
Maybe some things should be left undone..

Who I want to meet

I wanted to meet someone who would
Not care If I look like a mess sometimes,
Who doesn't mind if I eat a lot then
Burp loudly in the end,
Someone whom I can share my stories
Even if they are nonsense..

I wanted to be with someone who won't
get tired of waiting for me,
Whose willing to walk with me even
If we're going nowhere,
Someone who would listen to me carefully
even if I seldom talk,
I wanted someone who will understand me,
Who knows me inside and out,
Someone who can read my mind and feel what I feel

I wanted to live with someone
Who would stay with me not only in my happiness
But also at the darkest of my life..
Someone who would not only comfort me when I'm crying
But also scolds me when I'm crying..
Someone who could make me cry
When he's angry with me,
But could make me live just by loving me
Truthfully..
Someone whom I could say that
I belong only to him..
I wanted to love someone not strong..
Not strong enough to let me go..

I want him to be my last, my finale, my end..
I wanted to be with him until
The very last breath of my life comes..