mR.__ W!!!=

not cute

not perfect

not cool

not handsome

not good

not amazing

not intelligent

not friendly

not cheerful

not happy

not bad at all!!!

♥seriously,

i want to meet someone who would
be always true and faithful to
me...who won't lie, steal or even
cheat from me..

GIGS

what more?

ahm..someone who has a heart of
gold who is willing to listen to
me and understand what my heart
burns inside...who would help me
in times of need and despair...who
would be there in good times and
in bad times, in sickness and in
health....who would appreciate the
little things i've done...who
would never forget me...and
lastly, someone who would never
reject me....

but i guess that the
friends i
have now is enough
for me to
realize how miserable
life could
be without them right
next to me...

...what is this I'm feeling right now?...why do I care for this person? (how..how..how?) How come she's always entering my mind?!

(why..why..why?) Why do I miss her so much? How come did I think that it's hard to love someone who can never be yours? Why can't

I call her mine?..is it just because somebody already owns her?...isn't she tired of running through my mind? How come I liked her

though she doesn't like me? (how..how..how?) How long will I keep feeling like this? is there a need for this feeling to melt, or just a

need to be felt?

...why can't this eye look directly to her?Why does her name seems so precious to me? Why am I shy whenever she's around? And why

are my days incomplete whenever she's not around? (why..why..why?!) Tears, this falling tears! Why are they running down?

(why..why..why?) Why is this heart aching? Why is it hurting? Should I heal the pain, or try to wait in vain? But how long will I

wait? Today? Tomorrow?...forever?!!! Why should i fight for this right if i'm just nothing to her? Is there a need to hold on,

or...just have to move on?! Are those memories meant to be kept or meant to be forgotten? How come I want her back?! If i can love

her, why can't he love me?! Does she know about this, or I'm just hiding this inside of me?

...but now, why do I feel like hating her? I'm I moving on? or it's just because of the pain! Why can't i no longer say good things

about her? Why do I try not to care for her? Why am I trying to forget about her? Why am I ignoring her? Why do I angry when

somebody talks about her? Why am i mad whenever I hear her name? (why..why..why?)
..but no matter how angry i am, WHY DO I STILL LOVE HER?

...is there someone who can answer to my mystical questions? Why can't I answer it myself? Why can't I choose any of the choices?

is it that i'm just afraid of regrets? Why does love exist if I can't have him at all? How should I end this? Hold on or move on?

Who can help me? Is it that you can't help me because you can't even help yourself too? Why is it unfair? huh?!