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Feb 2004

Emotional Hell

Marriott Vacation Club International Asia Pacific

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Northland Primary School, Attended 1988 - 1993, Class of 1993
Yishun Town Secondary School, Attended 1994 - 1997, Class of 1997

Sales Executive

WSG..LTM..

Movie, Club, KTV, Comic & World of Warcraft.

Condor Hero

Troy

R&B..Chinese Pop..Euro Dance

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

Scorpio

everyday its the same old story
a single face
a single identity
life is a boring chore
life is a daily routine
life goes on rudderless
life goes on emotionless
Oh, how i wish
i had a face for each person
i had an emotion for each occasion
how i wish
i could change my self
yet remain the same inside
how i wish
i was loved by some
i was hated by one
how i wish
i was the object of attraction
i was the object of abuse
how i wish
i could wear a brand new dress
each time i grow up
yet be the same
how i wish
i had the power to quell anger
yet create a storm when needed
how i wish
i could make rules
yet break them the next moment
how i wish
i was the most important person
in the whole wide world
yet remain unknown to many
how i wish
i had the power to show what love is
yet remain clueless about all of it
how i wish
i get to be a leader
yet remain a follower at the same time
how i wish
i had the power to create
and have the power to destroy
how i wish
i had a thousand faces and more
how i wish
i was a woman
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I meant to be a poet,
with words that ills my solemn heart.
the intentional critic,reveals the pouring drips.
i am happier than my yesterdays,
to feigh my unbreakable reality.

everything else came too late,
autumns arrived with the pending snow.
im always demanding for another chance,
and realised the spring would never come.

to be a mortal that lives past adolescences,
immortality only fufill our little niche.
the mortal embodied too much fear,too much hope,
when the immortal decided, never again to bleed.

Im used to feel the emptyness within,
im getting used to the being of loneliness.
nevermind, to the withdrawing lights,
it shall be the dark that throne my sights.

i had overcome all lies that hurts,
i have become numb to all arriving fakeness.
whatever ! its all alone i needed to myself,
it shall remain so ,when the times spuns end.

From dust we came and to dust we return.

Friday ,october 26th ,2007 - FELL -

What do you see, Upon my smiling face ?
how do you feel, standing besides my placid feet?
Hold my hands to feel not the warm but the cold.
Held me tight to suffer my impending misery.

Im not the victim of Pain and agonies.
im not the patient of love and fantacies.
im not one that claimed themselves from darkness.
im just a blank image,
an image to form everything and nothing.

Above all the others, I'll fly,
for this sacrifice brought tears to my eyes.
In an instant, it feels too good, to realise
my years of complicated life.

If i carry the braveness to the truth,
i would find the answer that lies within.
if i carries the strength to fight the wronged,
i would find the cure to awake my solemn soul.

i tried to silent my mighty fears,
but the day when down with my drowning tears.
My eyes travelled like the speed of sound,
but my heart was wounded like a crippled rounds.

"what is real, is what i cannot see..."
-Fell- 06 december 2007

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