Siaw Oxalis

Northumbria university

Student

Clubbing:p

a lot also.......

pops

a lot.......

i really wanted to say something special but found that i am so normal until nothing to describe.....sometimes reserve,and sometimes not if someone touching my heart.i found that life is easy,but hard in represent myself and poor in communicating and introducing expecially in front of those people i really care.....hope to enjoy life but hard to keep going on cuz have so much easy go's friends but not much closer friend.....hard to accept a guy by just becus of lonely but hope not to lost a friend by just not accepting.....being friend is more easy than starting a new furthur relationship but its hard to be friend when felt something special between 2 person,not dare to have furthur relation but hope not to be lonely.Well,if take a action can change everything,i will try my best but i am really lazy until keep the action in my mind and never make it come true,i know this is wut a poor thing and making me upset in my life but just nothing to do cuz thats me...stuborn,sensative,selfish,emotional....but plz forgive me,cuz i really care about everything thats i see,i touch,i know,including a person who i really care,beware to hurt me and dont tell me if if u hate me,always appreciate to everybody who always think of me,eventhough thats just 1 second,and this is my spirit in my life.......trust me..........

i want leng cai....i want leng cai.......other then leng cai....is leng cai also..........where are u?