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Mar 2008

_s_i_n_d_a_n_g_a_n..]' shiT..

emo, goth, hardcore, rock, punk, .. and EMO companies.. [ bitaw.. i am dealing with diz kind of matter.. im stil a student.. I want first To finish my studies.. coz samday, samhow i want to become an ENGINEER.. as now, i am taking up ENGINEERING[study hard..] [ lisud bai fud kung wlay kay tarung nga trabaho kung mahamtung naka kay Wala jud kay ikabuhi sa imung Kaugalingun ug sa umaabut nimu nga FAMILY..

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Philippine Advent College, Attended 2004 - 2009, Class of 2009

school of EMOtion..( Western Mindanao State University)

Western Mindanao State University, Attended 2009 - 2009, Class of 2009, Other, Computer Engineering

recruiting an EmO..| SGO OFFICER.. 2008-2009 (PAC)

emotional Lectures and religious..

singing rock music, listening music, going outings--- to the internet cafe, .. yu know.. i always listening Music.. xxcreamin while im singing.. {stanby] sleeping.. dreaming.. studing inside my room.. ( samok room}.. after studying.. {i will throw away my notes.. tired of cleaning.. going anywhere.. pLaying Dota.. [Twenks.. dota pa daw.. ooh its so windy!.. grabe.. lakas ng hangin..].. LastLy.. i olweys staying at our COMFORT ROOM.. do yu knOw exactly what is the main reason.. y do i olweys keep on staying on that kind of room?.. to exxpress my hurts.. twenks.. i love my life.. { basta me.. olweys tambay.. walay lingaw.. kuha ug knife and blade.. killing my own self.. ] MALOOY NALANG TA SA KINABUHI NI NOEMIE UGDAMINA OBIDA-- i live my life to the FOOLISH instead of FULLEST.. what a FUCKING WORDS... my interests in life is that somedaY, somehow il commiT my LUCK.. haizt'. Unconsciously pepol wished to die since Death.. promised to take awaY the PAINs of Life.. " y am i lyk diz?"

bible- i love to know all the words of our HEAVENLY father.. which aRT in heaven.. GOD first before anything else.. and yet Praise God for everything... basta.. [ we need to study about the words of our GOD]..

azumi(all episode), the lost boys, troy, narnia, the pirates of the carribbean, .. i love emotional LOve stories.. THe Gladiator, trOy | LOrd of the rings| harry poTTer | PrinCESS diaries | eTc..

rock(alternative) all genre of rock music, hard rock, emo music, super rock, melo rock, pop rock.... YEAH.. I love ROCK..-- makes me aLiVe when i am Weak. yet. i Dont mind if they dont like EMo music.. i dont care with them.. as long as i love it.. it keeps me rock my Crazy world.. i love it.. oowzh.. what do u want me to do?.. to love yu or to kill yu?.. hmnp.. [ dont afraid if u live as a single ones.. No love one.. as long as there is a music somewhere out-there .. ReallY! it can heal ur LONELINESS.. . like me.. i am BROKEN.. having a broken FAMILY.. _[ ooh! NO da hOUsE IS CRYING?!]_ do u know exactly.. y i love music?..yup... it is jus a matter of.. having a music in the deepest of yur life reminds yuh everything but people surround yu fell unto yu that yu act as "NOTHING".. hav yu ever knew my FAVORITE song?.. iLL tell yu. ryt away.. sung by the one of Xxcreamo foreign bands.. w/c entitled.."ONLY ONE".. ive bEn choosing this kind of song its bcoz... i'v only one hart 2 love sam1.

mtv and myx..ooh i love music kasi.. datz y i olweys taking this kind of TV shows..GRAbe.. i will kill myself if ever without MUSIC-- the soul of my life!.. hei naku.. What a fucking life!.. i dont know how to manage my own life.. Juz keep on watching TV shows.. it s because.. juz a matter of i reall luv to watch _[ MYX and MTV]_

Cancer

Hey! Every Body seems to be staring at me..

You! You! All of you!

How dare you to stare at me?

Why? Is it because I’m a bad girl?

A bad girl I am, A good for nothing teen ager, a problem child?

That’s what you call me!

I smoke. I drink. I gamble at my young tender age.

I lie. I cheat, and I could even kill, if I have too.

Yes, I’m a bad girl, but where are my parents?

You! You! You are my good parents?

My good elder brother & sister in this society were I live?

Look…look at me…What have you done to me?

You have pampered and spoiled me, neglected me when I needed you most!

In trusted me to a yaya, whose intelligent was much lower than mine!

While you go about your parties, your meetings and gambling sessions…

Thus… I drifted away from you!

Longing for a fathers love, yearning for a mothers care!

As I grow up, everything change!

You too have change!

You spent more time in your pokers, mahjong tables, bars and night clubs.

You even landed on the headline of the news paper as crook, peddlers and racketeers.

Now, you call my name; accuse me in everything I do to myself?

Tell me! How good you are?

If you really wish to ensure my future

Then hurry….hurry back home! Where I await you, because I need you…

Protect me from all evil influences that will threaten at my very own understanding…

But if I am bad, really bad…then, you’ve got to help me!

Help me! Oh please…Help me!

_i Love mY BROKEN FAMILY_
i'm LOnging fOr my family's LOve..
..hOw mESs my liFe is!..




i born alone i live alone i die

alone,only through my love one

and friendship can create the

illusion for the moment that

i'm not ALONE.

Listen to EMO music and it meks

u cry,u r moody and u probably

don't hav a significant ader.

cheer up!life isn't all dat BAD.

wen i felt da pain..bein'

broken harted no ader words i

should say" i want to be alone

and i lyk walking in the RAIN so

that no 1 knows..i'm crying.."

u might see me singing w/ some

emotions,having no companion,

living alone and..taking

things seriously..but behind

those things my hart samwat says:

"i've been hurt 4 all times,

and i want to be alone" once

upon a time..i was fallin

nlUved bt now im only fallin

APARt" i wud have die 4 u

instead i die bcoz of you.

da sad thing bout bein

hurt s wen u hav so much

pain n ur lyf..

and da only person ho can

stop u from cryin'

s exactly da same person

who made you CRY...



It s not wat a broken person

bcame a braggart but wat they

felt the pain that meks dem hurt.

not wat they afraid but

wat dey ashamed 2 mek dem alone.

not wat happiness

to make them laugh often

but wat they are painful

and the only thing that

make their hart fixed s MUSIC..

not wat we hope or wish

but wat we trust and exercise

the hart to make it fixed:

that makes us a REAL EMOTIONAL

person on earth..for me..

emo r EMOTIONS are made to be

played w/ a hart dat are meant

to be BROKEN.

IM an EMO..im a music lover..

im a children of God..

and a certified EMO girl

on earth..

music is the soundtrack

of my lifE..

azumi_emokid


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_i miss ya guys..
i hope dat we'LL see each other again..

_high scHOoL life..
ohH mY high scol Life...
unforgettabLe.. reaLLy!..
..WHAT A SMILE!..












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