Vanessa

makeup artist ,anti-social butterfly,MILF

.books, tattoos&vintage motorcycles, film, music, anais nin, colette, bukowski, art, photography, man ray, makeup, fashion, oddball toys, my son damien, marilyn monroe, furniture(my porn) the seedy side of old hollywood, death and it's mysteries, conversation

GeekLove, Delta of Venus ... A Spy In the House of Love(AnaisNin), TheVagabond(Colette), TheMost BeautifulWoman inTown(Bukowski), Inventions of the March Hare(T.S.Eliot), theHours, Feast of All Saints, EROTICA!! The Story of O, AnneRice, NickHornby, FrankMcCourt

SECRETARY!!!, BusStop, Amelie, RunLolaRun, MoulinRouge, Labyrinth, Suburbia, Memento, ForbiddenZone(love/hate), TrueRomance, PeeWee'sBigAdventure, WillyWonka, Seventies porn, WhatDreamsMayCome, Sex&Lucia, BubbleBoy, DonnieDarko, MontyPython&TheHolyGrail, IgbyGoesDown

BillieHolliday, FrankSinatra, PeterMurphy, Lamb, FrouFrou, DavidSylvian, Mis sionUK, JanesAddiction, R.H.C.P's, ToriAmos, TheCure, SistersofMercy, Underworld, Tool, Deftones, AdamAnt, Goldfrapp, Onesidezero, theCult, Depeche Mode, Ruby, Bjork, Cold, MassiveAttack, Xymox, BT

Six Feet Under, and the guilty pleasures of Sex in the City, Autopsy, Friends, (the ideal would be Friends the Autopsy Special)and Trading spaces....but now I can only watch tapes( SEE SEVENTIES PORN BELOW)(no cable, no DVD)

www.vanessanocei.com
myspace.com look for severina71@earthlink.net

If you read on, proceed with caution......
I have recently been released from the home for the
criminaly neurotic. I am heavily medicated and under
constant supervision. They have removed all sharp objects
from my home and I believe there to be cameras and bugs
everywhere. I solely live off the meat of fresh poodle and
ice cream, but not together because that would be gross.
Fuck pina coladas and getting caught in the rain, I'll
take
a 40 or some Maddog and a stroll through Compton. I like
to
shoplift and flash elderly Buddhist Monks and I have big
breasts....................................................
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On the serious side I am always
seeking knowledge, I am in a constant state of
mind expansion. I believe in beauty, love, art, passion. I
try to constantly surround myself with music, poetry, art
in all medias. I work best when I am with kindred spirits
with souls that span the centuries and have the ability to
see deep within the core of other human beings. "The
Normals" as my friend puts it are not able to comprehend
what is beautiful within us all. I am a romantic who has
not found a beautiful love to let me soar. I
love to write, read, create my own art, listen to
music...I
have recently moved back to California after an eleven
year
stint in HELL (what you all call Las Vegas), my goal is to
finally see my life long dream of becoming a make up
artist
in film come true. I have a wonderful, talented, gentle
spirited son named Damien(He just loves to tell my dates
that he is the son of Satan-damn South Park) who will soon
be a teenager, he
lives with his father in Vegas. I am always in awe that he
came from me(I was really too drugged to witness his birth
so who really knows) he is my greatest accomplishment and
I
hope
to never surpass
that.........

"I need to be cleansed
It's time to make amends
For all of the fun
The damage is done
And I feel diseased
I'm down on my knees
And I need forgiveness
Someone to bear witness
To the goodness within
Beneath the sin
Although I may flirt
With all kinds of dirt
To the point of disease
Now I want release
From all this decay
Take it away
And somewhere
There's someone who cares
With a heart of gold
To have and to hold" Depeche Mode..............
NO CLOWNS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....I want to increase my artistic
community,
surround myself
with those who constantly want to learn, who believe in
beauty and creativity. People who can hold intelligent
conversation. Midgets with big hands if you know what I
mean, geeks(you must be able to tell me the real
definition
of this word, hint it involves animals), bearded ladies,
stinky monkeys,but not clowns,
(CLOWNS SCARE ME!!!!!!!!!!!), or a vibrator salesman with
a
big bag of
samples(new not used,I like ones that can