dhony surya prabowo

push-up, push-up berantai, sit up, pull up, guling2, jalan jongkok, merayap, menelusuri hutan Serpong, maen pes 2009.

first time i saw her when she was walking along my classroom, my heart suddenly feel so strange.
i don't even know why, but the fact's that it makes me so comfortable.
what should i do? did she recognize me? did she think after me?
should i ask her name? should i go to her and tell her, why your existance make me feel better?
unfortunately, i didn't do those things.
i just freeze them in my mind.
although i was rejected by her, i just want to know her voice.

entah mengapa jantungku berdetak sangat cepat saat aku mengalami yang namanya pandangan pertama.
hal apakah itu? apakah anda pernah mengalaminya?
apakah anda pernah menghampiri dirinya dan mengatakan sesuatu kepadanya?
apakah anda pernah menjabat tangannya dan mengucapkan selamat menjalani hari yang cerah ini?
sayangnya semua itu tidak sempat kulakukan kepadanya karena...

may be in another day or another world...

Seperti puisi yang mengatakan.



HAMPA

Kepada Sri

Sepi di luar. Sepi menekan mendesak.
Lurus kaku pohonan. Tak bergerak
Sampai ke puncak. Sepi memagut,
Tak satu kuasa melepas-renggut
Segala menanti. Menanti. Menanti.
Sepi.
Tambah ini menanti jadi mencekik
Memberat-mencekung punda
Sampai binasa segala. Belum apa-apa
Udara bertuba. Setan bertempik
Ini sepi terus ada. Dan menanti.

Chairil Anwar

my beloved girl.