Friends

Jul 2008

Ilagan Isabela

PSC

http://profiles.friendster.com/pandaism

S.F.C., PSBA, AMACU

student, Jrocker

Japii Family, Dishellved Dolls, Ongauku Society

HORROR movies and ASIAN Movies

Gackt, HYDE, L'arc~en~Ciel, Gazette, Die en Grey, Girugamesh, Alice Nine, High and Mighty Color, HIKKI, Otsuka Ai, Mika Nakashima, Ayumi Hamazaki, Uverworld, Tomiko Van, Abingdon Boys School, AN-Cafe, Jay Chou, SUG

Nodame Cantabile, Higurashino naku koro ni & Kai, Gokusen1-3, Vampire Knight, Deathnote, One piece, NANA, Naruto, Bleach, Le Portrait De Pateit Cossette, This Ugly yet Beautifull world, Footprints in the sand, Passion on Christ, Prism Ark, Murder Princess, Roruoni Kenshin, kimi no Kiss, Tokyo Friends, Tokyo wankei, Trick, Shakugan no Shana, Beck, Akazukin Cha2, Jigoku no sensei Nube, Jigoku shojou, Nobuta wa Produce, Hana kimi (JAP), YU YU Hakusho, Gravitation, Loveless, Strawberry Panic, La Corda De Oro, Basilisk, Paradise Kiss, Green Green, Sayonara Zetsubo Sensei, Zenki, Drago Ball Z, Ghost Hound, Angel Sactuary, Koutetsu Sangokushi, Saint Beast, Black Heaven, Sakura Diaries, Sakura wars, Tenchi Muyo.

Capricorn

I am the sane among the crazy men
I hear the screams I see the tears
I watch them fight back their fears
I am the sane

I am the mind among the fools
I watch them all destroy their lives
by drinking the liquors that I despise
I am the mind

I am the thought among the tears
as they pray to gods for hope and love
but stab his back, betrayal from above
I am the thought

I am the tears despite my thought
as my world of fools begins to close
and make my walls the pedals of rose
I am the tears

I am the fool despite my mind
to be so trapped in the place that takes
my heart, my soul and my mind it shakes
I am the fool

I am the crazy man despite I’m sane
as their shrills and screams begin to bore
a hole in my head, my mind become their whore
I am the crazy man



I don’t expect you to understand me
I know how I act
the words that I say
the things that I feel
and the way that I live my life
are all mysteries to you.
You held me
you cherished me
and now you watch me disappear
fading into the mist of a darkened wood
heading down paths you dare not tread
and opening doors you thought locked for good
But that’s where we’re different
you and I
where you saw safety
I saw a prison
Where you saw a closed door
I saw opportunity
Where you saw taboo
I saw nothing but emptiness and lies
So no, I don’t expect you to understand me
No more than I understand you
and your laws
and your petty ideals
But I ask you to let me live
as I let you
Give me the freedom I crave
Spare me your ill tongue
or your spiteful gaze
I offer neither to you
All I seek is the freedom I need
the freedom to open the doors
the freedom to chase my trails
and the freedom to follow the dreams that suit me
That is all I ask of you
and that is all I ask of the world.
Because I can break all of the ties that bind me
save the ones imposed by my fellow man
in a senseless bid for safety
in a world missing all notion of compassion
I can throw my shackles aside
and unlock my own chains
all while rotting in a world devoid
of even the basic concept of understanding



We traveled the world on separate paths
stealing glances between the trees
and sharing moments from afar
Though our voices could call out in comfort
our hands could never touch
and no matter how dear or true
our hearts might have been
they could never beat as one

As we moved along
two lives in parallel
we swapped stories on quiet nights
and bared ourselves like never before
we marched forward
pushing through tragedy and triumph
with a constant eye to the path beyond
aching for what awaited through the howling trees

Though we picked up fellow travelers
and bonded with other souls
the face beyond the trees haunted us both
But as two lives in parallel
doomed never to meet
we made our own happiness
and found our own dreams
while waiting for the two paths to meet

Yet, even as we wished on every star
for our roads to intersect
we knew we could be in the arms of another
unable to share the desired embrace
Still, no cruel twist of fate
could keep our two souls apart
and whether we meet as friends or lovers
neither shall endure a broken heart

So as we stand here silently
two faces between the trees
let’s raise our glass
to toast the stars
and give thanks to friends and lovers
For no matter which role you play
the result will be the same
two hearts will be light
at least for one day

When the world is full of Anguish
The legend is revived
Meat is eaten, Bone is crunched
And blood is sucked up dry

She burns the earth
And melts through iron

She boils the rivers
And mows down trees

She awakens the winds
And lights an inferno

She is called Nerissa
My Goddess of destiny
She is called Nerissa
My Goddess of destruction

Call for help
Run for your lives
And don't forget to
Pray to the skies

She is called Nerissa
My Goddess of destiny
She is called Nerissa
My Goddess of destruction

Nerissa, Nerissa
Heaven and Earth are yours
Nerissa, Nerissa
Heaven and Earth are your



I remember the electricity
when our hands first touched
the newness
the excitement
the taste of the forbidden.

It was a breaking of tension
the end of a game
and the beginning of so much more

As our lips touched
tasting each other
first softly
then firmly
then openly
we watched our inhibitions float away
turning unthinkable thoughts
into heavenly deeds
as our willpower collapsed
in the wind a quivering breath

But as we fade from mortal souls
and slip into a torrent of passion and desire
let’s not fool ourselves about forever
nor pretend this is something grand

Let’s be in love for one night
so we can watch it fade
when the morning comes

Let’s live a lifetime
in these moonlight hours
and never look back in the dawn

Because we both have lives to lead
and our own trails to blaze
and even though tonight we burn for each other
our fire will smolder and die
under the weight of the morning dew

And then we can spend the rest of our lives
forgetting about this night
the night we gave in to an electric touch
and caressed away our deepest desires



I am but one person
I can not travel two trails at once
I can no more do all I desire
than split myself in two
and hurl myself down both paths
I can not sleep in a bed
and hope to keep it made
I can not read a book
while keeping total darkness
Nor can I hold the candle of love
while facing the winds of destiny
For what fills the heart
must also numb the mind
and what binds us together
will forever hold me back
But these are just choices my love
Choices that are made everyday
To play or to work
To dream or to wake
To love or to hate
To breathe or to die
We will make our choices love
We will cast our die
But know now, no matter what
that you and you alone
were the one to steal my heart
And should destiny call me away
you will be my greatest sacrifice