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Its over now - Kyla

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Within the twenty four years of living in this demanding world, nobody, except me could fully describe who really I am and what my real purposes in life are. I, myself who beyond doubt knows everything happened from the time I become aware in this world that I am living until the very day that I write this memoir. Not a single soul could ever judge me apart from God who knows everything what I have been through, whether simple or complicated. What other people know is just one fourth of the one whole He knows about me.
Taking the first step in writing the story of my life is some kind of a breathtaking thing as it requires me to dig deep in order for me to provide precise images. This task is not an easy thing to do. In a manner of speaking, I am hesitating to lift the mask that hides my early days. The moment I make an effort to gather my earliest behaviors, I discover the truth across the years that link the past with the present. The lady now tries to draw the youngster’s experiences in her own vision. The cruel way of shaping a very young dreamer have had resulted into some complications. The discernments of a careless stereotype child developed inside her and never released even a single moment. In order not to be tedious like my life, I shall try to present in a series of sketches only the incidents that give notion to me to be the most fascinating and significant.
I was totally different before from what I am now. I am the eldest in the family. I am one of the luckiest children on earth because God gave me the best family. I am shy type person. I can’t easily go with others. I just stay at home and play with my toys from my father. Yup I got the best toy in earth when I was young but of course I still can’t get what I wanted and that was the quality time with my father. My father work hard for us. He leaves us for about 9 mos. and be with us for a short time 3 mos. I sometimes think that I am unlucky because of this. Time has passed easily; I started to appreciate the meaning of life only when I was maybe 12 or 13 years old. Until then, I filled the boring parts of me with my imagination, and sometimes I think that I’d forget the boundary between where my imagination ended and where the real life began. A little girl, who thinks differently before, gradually realizes all the things stocked in her mind. I started to be familiar with the most powerful person in this whole wide world, and all the questions about existence have been answered. I found out that if not because of HIM, we are not able to live and enjoy life. I also realize God is the reason for everything. I consider HIM as my all. He’s the answer to all my questions. God let me in to this so called world. He gave me friends whom I can depend on next to my family. I started to be with them and enjoy life outside home.
Things change when I become in love... Love makes me believe that everything in this world is a choice. I started to see and have my own love life... I became curious in everything until the biggest part of being in love happened… Heartbroken. Somebody broke my heart and this man made me believe that he really loves me and we are meant for each other. I thought we are the perfect couple on earth but I was wrong... I was so wrong to love him. I thought this is the end of my story about being in love. I used to hate my life, I used to hate people around me, and I used to hate him... I asked him why he let me down. Why he let this man hurt me? Then he gave the answer... He let me in in this kind of situation because he will give me the best man I could ever had. This man is different for what I expect and for what I wanted to have... We are different in everything but because of our differences I used to LOVE him more than I expect. This man brings joy to my life... This man changes me... I can’t say that we are meant for each other but I know whatever we have now is the biggest part of my life and the reason why I am still alive. I love him and I know he loves me too. Too early for us to think for our future because I know we still need time to know each other well.
Life in fact is not permanent because it is changing. What happened before will not exactly happen again that’s why each day is an opportunity, if you let it go then regret takes place. You will not always be on top unless you do something to keep it up. It will all depend on the environment you go through.

someone who commit mistake but loves to know what hes mistakes are.... someone who's not perfect but try to be perfect because of the girl who he used to love.. someone knows how to handle everything.. and for me I found him not to mention hes name but loves to say hes n-name he is damdam...