Alexis Belcher

escape artist

writing, WERDS, art, film noir, norse mythology, rosemary, BOOKS, mtns, winged insects, the sun & my hammock, vintage clothing, LIVING, the idea of love, silence, hotties on boards & bikes, my bike, moonrise, dreams, pens, spider web designs, olives & oddities, mark ryden's art, that sick feeling you get when you think about someone you dig, independence, growth, letting the past remain in the past, being here now, blue flames, good intentions, 40's pin-up art, *never never land*

hesse, siddhartha, collette, goethe, t.robbins, bukowski, nietzsche, thus spoke zarathustra, simone de beauvior, lawrence, s. farrar, three magic words, rumi, poe, baudelaire, gibran, hc andersen, demian, jung, book of runes, shackle

goodfellas, taxi driver, Labyrinth, Secretary, Legend, Mad Max, Dark Crystal, Godfather, Gremlins, Blue Velvet, Apocalypse Now, Birds, More, Juliet of the Spirits, Brazil, Metropolis, Nasferatu, scarface, last tango in paris, Pillowbook, beyond the valley of the dolls, sick, true romance, may, requiem for a dream, cat on a hot tin roof, dracula, edward scissorhands, caddyshack, little shop of horrors, beetlejuice

that evokes emotional response ~ that discourages emotional response

if i had television i'd want to watch - the munsters, the simpsons, i love lucy, dexter's laboratory, abfab, snl (pre-1990's), crank yankers

Virgo

i ride my bike on a daily ~ i read nightly ~ i love eternally ~ i breathe deeply ~ i think logically ~ i dream passionately ~ i smoke with the best of them ~ i drink with the best of them ~ i jive with the best of them ~ i have the most sincere group of friends a girl could ever imagine having ~ i twist my hair when i'm nervous ~ in a past life i was a gypsy witch ~ i seek ~ i find ~ i destroy ~ i create ~ i will die ~ i will come to life again ~ i unfold myself as time progresses ~ i write, with the intention of breaking my own cryptic codes ~ i live 50% in reality 50% in fantasy ~ i believe in chivalry ~ i reject abuse ~ i welcome love ~ i love watermelon ~ i have hobbit feet and a huge heart ~ i have a puppy ~ i have issues with relationships ~ i am better at non-relationships ~ i linger ~ i hunger ~ i quit ~ i begin ~ i admire from afar ~ i think there is safety in distance ~ i love secretly ~ i want to hold hands ~ i want to snuggle up ~ i like to resist ~ i like to give in ~ i was afraid ~ i am now more afraid of my fear than that which causes my fear ~ i hold my own ~ i want to be held ~ i want to be let go ~ i like to run away ~ i like to come back ~ i look out the window and get lost in the cloudscape ~ i return to land to find it's no different ~ i think the grass is greener on the other side ~ i have an overgrown yard ~ i am motivated ~ i am not a motivator ~ i abhor manipulation ~ i welcome reciprocation ~ i forget to call back ~ i expect you to call back ~ i wait and wait ~ i give up ~ i am hopeful again ~ i am disappointed again ~ i analyze my nightmares as i am having them ~ i remember my dreams only to forget them ~ i crave tangerines ~ i find myself ~ i lose myself ~ i forget myself ~ i remember myself ~ i discover ~ i hide ~ i hide ~ i hide ~ i hide ~ i hide ~

~ even if i met you, i'm uncertain that i'd know how to describe you ~