I am a very realistic person,
bt being a realist doesn't mean i dnt fantasize.
Fantasy is olweiz been gud 2 me.Im radical,good-natured,undertstading, doest get nostalgic, and laidback. D 1st thng i wl look 4 a person is the + attributes rather than -
. I am rebel, I am real.
I dnt get a kick tryin new things.
Just enjoyin my lyf i a cmple way just lyk me. talking and talking is nt my thing,
4 me there r words better left unsaid..
Sometimes i find mahclf wishing to be sum1 but i always end up saying "too much 4 dz child play!".
I got the tendency to be loud, make fun of a certain ppl. But the prson doesn't always stays inside me, sumhow he finds his way out.
I conclude dr r 2 me. One is the passive, laidback guy,
the other 1 is the loud and cocky guy. I am thnking abwt dz "Duality". Do i seem hard to get close to? I Guess not, u dnt need to adjust 4me, evry1 can be my friend except backbiters and s2pd LIARS.
They irritates the hell out of me. I jst like the feeling of being on a company wherein u wl find ur worth as a person. Being alone is not a choice, it is somethng u need in order to thnk.
They say u r born alone, u wL die ALONE!>..
regrets have threated my serenity, failures had weakened me. When i feel nostalgic,
lying wud be the excellent remedy. When i feel emotionally unstable, i wRite. My pen is the one who truly knows evrythng about me. Ironically, this is how i speak. I hide the pain by smiling. I hide the pain by lafing and i hide the sadness by lying. I just find it hard to let evrybody know how i feel.
Scared of letting them know wats bothering me.
Sumtyms i jz want 2 trade my lyf jst to experience a single minute of happines dat wil rili change evrything.hahaiz ^^ thats how ironic the life is, the more u seek 4 hapiness, the more u lose it.
Feel free to love urclf at its best, i just realized that no one wL evr have to..,, just the way u did. Dn't critize me, thi is jst "jhebz". IMPERFECT BUT NOT FAKE..!
Blaming doesn'y make sense 2me, i do beliv evrythng happens for a certain reason. Love is the SHIT of my world. Love is nver been gud to me.
I guess love does fade.^^..sometyms u just hv 2 try not 2 care no matter how much u do coz sometym u
can mean nothing to someone who means evrythng to u.
It's not pride,It's called self-respect.Love 4me is temporary MADNESS!
sooner or later it wl subside. haha xD..that's all.
Get 2 know me better personally..
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