bLaKe

Quezon City Academy High School, Attended 2004 - Present

FEU - East Asia College, Attended 2009 - Present, Other

Leo

if its sweet..
lets pour salt on it..
more than anyone i want you to know me
so i want to expose it but i cant do it
its too irritating
but love thats only sweet is a little
different from what im yearning for
if im told white i cant help but say black
i just cant be sincere
im insincere
if someone says they like me
i hate you
why did i say that even though im happy about it?
sweet vanilla its like pouring salt on it

what i want is a plastic heart
but just that its boring for those who realize they are the winners
love is a sweet and bitter thing
its plain and simple, yet complicated and mysterious
worrying continously about the trivial things
what is it like, its like that you
whos gentle and sincere, yet eccenteric
opposing with the attitude of tough pretence iwth the body
just being honest is too stimulating and it makes me dizzy
i get hurt, i hurt you
a naive preparation
in my mind, im always alone on the naive pre-parade

Every hour of the day
whenever I think about you
these impatient feelings
just overflow
It would be easier If I just tell you that I love you
but when you appear in front of me
my personality stands up and interferes
I can usually pull through with my assertiveness
Thats just the way i am
But no matter how hard I try, I cant break the wall thats between us
I want you to realize my feelings
Thats why i always gaze at you with the message of "I LOVE YOU"
with all of my courage
My heart made of silk feels like its about to rip apart
After meeting you, I finally realized
that Im really clumsy when it comes to love
My scars from love that Ive almost forgotten
have started to ache all of a sudden
Someday, like how I normally would..
I must tell you that I love you, or else ill become even weaker

on nights when i cant sleep
i hear a sigh to myself
what about all of you?
i feel kind of lonely
a single seed in a vast landscape
sprouted its roots
it bore a fruit that was still unripe
the fruit that wants to turn orange as soon as possible by basking in your light
my ideals and dreams keep on flourishing
come one, notice it already
today, i ate an orange
but i cried because it was still sour
it reminded me of myself, and i couldnt throw away the rest
so i ate it all
i love you
it makes me cry
i love you
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