Kathleen Osol

eat.. watching tv.. and hang out with friends

Books about love??

horror, love and comedy

The Simpsons, Paradise Hotel and robnson Expedisionen

Cancer

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Have you ever met a person, in the same breath as you look at the person you love?
You do not know the person you do not know what is behind. You are weak in your knees, you get butterflies in the stomach and heart palpitations - all within a few seconds from the first glance.
You are so busy to be pink, all the sounds around you disappear, because you see only the person. You trust the person from the first minute and every second you're near the person, the butterflies increased.

Have you ever started to see more of such a person?
Butterflies grow and feel at last as a hurricane, every time you touch the person or kiss you.
When the idea of only a few hours you will see that person still makes you feel as an eternity.
When the time is too much when you're with the person. And a half days feels like an hour.
When you can be a great night and look at a person who is asleep, and still feel rested in the morning.
When you feel so comfortable with someone that you are willing to come face to face with the world and all its suffering.

Have you ever had your heart broken so much that you feel you have to throw up?
The feeling of holding your tears back doing so sorry that it is just before you cry more than the pain, it gives than your feelings?
You feel as a failure. You feel that everything is wrong with you, and you use the nights to sit and think about what did you dare try to open your heart for a turn when you knew it always ends up right away.
You feel stifled in your thoughts, your feelings and pain. You get sick eventually, and the lack of sleep does not make it better. You do not know if you have to hate the person for all the emotions they have caused you. If you must forgive them, or whether it truly is your own fault and has nothing to do with the person.
It almost always ends with the last and you get so much hatred for yourself that you feel "u-loveable."
You wonder what you can change yourself. "Was I not pretty enough?", "I was sweet?", "I was not sweet enough," "I could not give the person what he or she needed" - the ideas are endless.
And even after several hours of sleeplessness at night, there are still many things you have not received answers.
The feeling that you do not get answers to "why", makes it even more unbearable. And despite the pain, you have been exposed to, you still miss the person. And despite all your suffering, you would still go through the same with the person just to see a tenth of the joy you got.

What makes you so naive?
In what is being written, there are twice as many bad feelings as well.
Nevertheless, most still give up almost everything to get the person back who has just destroyed one's heart.
We must remember that the person having a crush as much, is not the cure to get the patched back together.
If you turn up with a hammer, then use the well nor hammer to relieve pain with next?

Think about what you miss.
Often the person is not in itself but the feeling you had together.
And that feeling can be easily found some where else.