The weird Kid Laur

Berkenschule, Schoenbuchgymnasium, Kaufmaennische Schule Sued

office clerk

Only church, since I believe in the lord, my god, even I don't go to church every Sunday, but religion is important for me!

movies, reading, shopping, chattin, philosophy, soccer, music, singing, cookin g, travelling, architecture, kissing, cuddling, cute smiles, lovely hair

Felidae, Yin, Der eine ist stumm, der andere ein Blinder(Akif Pirincci), The puppetmaster(Patrick Redmond), Die Damalstuer, Nippon Connection, 1984

Clerks, Battle Royale, Chasing Amy, City of God, American Beauty, Old Boy, Mulholland Drive, Lost Highway, Heaven and Earth, Hotel Rwanda, Falling in love, The Bourne Trilogy and many more

Rammstein, SOAD, Seventh, Coldplay, Nidji, Cokelat, ten2five, Placebo, Saint Loco, Incubus, Daft Punk, Portishead, Apocalyptica, Massive Attack, Soul ID, Julia Dewanti, Jay Z, Kanye West, Smashing Pumpkins, The Prodigy, The Deftones, Dragon Ash, Betrayer, Flyleaf

Scrubs, Daria, Seinfeld, The Simpsons, Married with children, Starsky&Hutch, Twin Peaks, American Dad, Drawn Together, South Park, Yu Yu Hakusho, Dragonball, Der Bulle von Tölz, Mein Leben und Ich

Sagittarius

What can you say about this bloke? I’m 23 years old, just became an office clerk, living a pretty dull and meaningless life. My whole life, I’ve been some sort of outcast, probably because I’m not like the average Joe...I don’t smoke or drink, I’m not really into partying(it’s a kinda trivial and shallow entertainment in my eyes) neither clubbing(waste of freaking time, money and health), but while this was kinda getting into me in the past, it doesn’t bother me anymore now. I’ve developed more and more self esteem over the years, while I had less and less esteem for everyone else. You might wanna say that I am kinda antisocial-and I guess you’d be right about it. I just can’t stand all those shallow and imbecile people I’ve to deal with every day. They’re incompetence and ignorance really pisses me off! Maybe because I’m a person who takes life serious and has high standards to himself. Standards, to which not even I can live up all the time.
I don’t really want to judge myself, since I think it’s very unmodest, so I guess I’ll rather name some of the adjectives that others used to describe me. They said that I am:
Too serious, too mature for my age, gifted and talented, smart and witted, a funny and humorous person, nice, kind, friendly, polite, caring, helpful, handsome, honest, loyal, sensitive, too sensitive, whiney, ugly, weak, coldhearted, antisocial, sarcastic, cynical, bitter...that’s all I can remember for now, and as you can see, I named all kind of adjectives, both “good and bad”(even though it’s a question of perspectives and definition).
I’d say I’m a very realistic person who always tries to think some moves ahead into the future, to be well prepared for everything upcoming on my way. I just want to have my sheeps on dry ground when the storm’s arriving...if you know what I mean;). So I’m searching serious things in my life first, the fun has to wait until I’m done with the important matters. Cos the more self discipline I show now, the more time I’ll have to party the rest of my life, while the others have to pay the piper for their shallow years of vanity...
But hey, I’m talking and talking...just get to know me and make your own judgement, ok:)?

Well, I’ve to admit that I’m a total sucker for Asians...I just love Asian people, of all races and every gender. If I see an Asian on the train or the bus or around the campus or wherever, I automatically feel like I want to be his/her best friend. And if I see an Asian girl, I feel like I wanna ask her out for a date, especially if she looks Chinese or Japanese. Some people might say that I’m a loser or whatever and that I couldn’t find a girl in Europe, so that’s why I prefer Asian girls...but those people are totally wrong, I am just totally fed up with Caucasians! I’d to live with them for 2 decades and in my eyes, they are such a bunch of stupid ignorant morons, especially finding a good girl in here is almost impossible. Many girls here are either kinda stupid or bitchy(or both) and the few expectations are all taken or married anyhow...
It’s not like I hate all people here, and I guess I mainly dislike men(since my few Caucasian friends are mostly girls), but I just don’t expect anything from them anymore. They just prove me each day that they think I’m weird and strange and give me the feeling that I should change for them and I despise them for their lack of tolerance.
So since I’m a really big fan of Asia( especially Indonesia and Japan, but also China, Vietnam, Malaysia and so on), I’d love to meet Asian people here. I’m going to Asia on a regular basis(mostly to Indonesia, but I’ve new destinations on my schedule like China 2010) and I’ve met many of my Asian netmates in real life already. So if you’re from Asia and you want to be friends with me, don’t hesitate, there might be a good chance for us to meet in real life one day, especially since I’m planning to move to Indonesia as soon as I’m done with my training(that’s if it’s possible of course). Oh ya, and if there’s anyone who works for migrasi, could you help me finding a KITAS for free donk:D? Makasih ya:D