Syakir

Sekolah Kebangsaan Kebun Baharu, Attended 1992 - 1998, Class of 1998
Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Telok Panglima Garang, Attended 1999 - 2003, Class of 2003

International Islamic College, Attended 2005 - Present, Class of 2008, Other, Computer Science

Attending MCSE 2003 Training

you really wanna hold me? show me, homie~
my name is syakir. don't bother trying to call me anything else
i don't have to be nice to you
and if i am you're one of the lucky ones
i like what i do and i do what i like
i'm a pyromaniac and i like to blow shit up
i can be pretty flirtatious but thats only if i like you
i do not lie and i do not cheat
those are things i won't do no matter how much someone wants me
thank you and good day
add me: shaqeer@gmail.com

F.R.I.E.N.D.S
everybody needs friends.
people whom we can communicate with.
but who can we consider as friends?
friends whom we spend time at the coffee shop,
friends whom we work with,
friends whom we hang out with,
school friends or our childhood friends.
there is no prejudice...no difference...
and no compet ion
until one day we open up our eyes...
and realise that the world is not as it seems.
it's not a problem to make friends nowadays.
we don't have to leave our homes.
we don't even have to leave our seats.
we just need to sit in frint of the computer,
and hit some keys on the keyboard.
we have some things in common.
it does not matter if we don't agree on things.
we have to accept the risk as friendship is one journey...
which is full of uncertanties.
we continue the journey in our search for friends...
and companions to fill the emptiness...
without realising that they are right in front of us.
waiting for us to find each other.
only time can tell the direction of friendship.
as written in letters I receive from friends,
near and far...
we move from one place to another,
bringing along sweet memories...
and hopes which we wnt to share.
like a speck of dust blowing in the wind.
we search for certainties...
and direction for the future.
whether we like or not, we have to
make our choice and face all the obstacles...
in continuing this inevitable journey.
a journey which will take us to a new place...
and which will take us home.
restricted, controlled and trapped.
we look for ways to escape from the crisis and problems...
which follow us wherever we go.
we can't run away but we have to be brave.
we have to be strong to find ways to look for our freedom.
in the end, space makes us careless and forgetful.
forcing us to think.
burden us.
and free us.
suffocate and stifle us.
sometimes we forget...
that we should not talk just for the sake of talking.
we should not listen just for the sake of listening.
we need somebody to understand our troubles.
so, we keep on searching with high hope.
the person we have lost.
without realising it, we have actually
found someone to fill the emptiness...
and someone whom we can confide in.
when our world breaks down...
we learn to pick ourselves up.
we eat, drink and waste our time as we normally do.
without realising that things are changing around us.
but the memories and experiences that we hold...
will hold the friendship together...
that is going to be built.
whatever we do, we must do properly.
if we want to make a good drink...
sugar, water, and milk must be added accordingly.
when we want to prepare a dish,
we must have all the ingredients.
we must know hoe to control the fire.
and the ingredients must be accurate.
not more and not less.
so that it turns into a delicious meal.
as every mistake we make can affect a lot of things.
finally, when we meet and get to know each other...
when we are going in the same direction...
only time can determine the flow of our friendship.
waiting...
we have been waiting all our lives.
waiting for the time.
waiting for an opportunity.
waiting for our destiny.
waiting without an end.
to point where we keep asking ourselves, 'when?'
or 'till when?'
but no matter how tedious and tiring it is to wait...
we are forced to.
it is like an occupation.
or a field that returns no profit.
but sometimes, the wait is worth the while.
when our friends are by our side.