♥*bebang*♥

I am Genevy H. Fuentespina, my family and friends call me BEBANG, funny isn't it? I have the cutiest nickname ever HAHA^^just Laugh it out so Loud..
I love skull, strange?

My favorite song are "Clint Eastwood" by the Gorillaz and "I wish I was a punk rocker" by Sandi Thom. I love the LYRICS.


"ITS ABOUT ME"
Yeah I know...in all honesty, its not that hard to keep me happy. Its really not. Just don't lie to me, show me you care, and there you go. Thats all I really need. Is it really so much to ask?
I'm not one to say a whole lot. But when I do, listen. It probably is worth hearing. I don't think before I speak when I get mad. Yeah that probably gets me in trouble, and is probably the cause of 99% of my problems. Yet another thing that makes me who I am.
You could spend hours talking to me. Even longer than that if you wish. But don't even think for a second that you truly know what I'm thinking. Or even that you really know me. It takes alot more than that. I'm not the same old 'lets-be-like-everyone-else' type girl. I don't follow the crowd. I'm me. I don't change for anybody. If you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.
I am like a camera, and the world is one big subject for me. I look for the most out of the ordinary way to see things. I look at them from a different perspective, and try to make them more interesting. My world is an amazing place.
I'm a photographer at heart. It is my obsession. I do it my own way. I don't 'go by the books'. Its my thing. I learn only the things I want to teach myself.
You don't judge me, I won't judge you. Simple as that. I make mistakes. I'm not perfect. Well guess what, neither are you. Thats just how God made us. We are what we are.
Take the time to get to know me. Then I'll be impressed. Show me I'm worth your time. Then I'll be your friend. Show me I'm worth more than the rest of the girls out there. Then I'll share my heart.
There are a million things about me. I can't possibly list them all. You can read this. You can look at my profile. You can even view my pictures. You still don't know the half of it.
I'm simple, yet hard to figure out. Or so thats what I'm told. I see the world in a completely different way than anyone else does, and that is what makes me unique. The one thing that sets me apart from the other six billion people in this world.
So I challenge you. . .no wait, I DARE you to figure me out.

AS A TEENAGER^^
I am not desperate for attention, and I am not overjoyed to be rebellious. I don't have bad influences, and I try not to give in to peer pressure. But somewhere along the road, someone comes along with tempt, close at their side, and offers me whatever they got. Do I have the power to say no?
Always staring blankly at the sky hoping for a miracle to happen. Hoping someone will come around to understand me. I don't want toys anymore, and I don't want to show our baby pictures.
If I am crazy and loud, then you're insane and rude. And if today is not our day, so be it. There's always tomorrow.


^^Our lives are topped with sorrow and regret. We live in the past. We live to die. We wait for the worst. Temptation? Seduction? We do all the worst for it to happen. And when it does we say we never saw it coming. This is the regret. You wish you hadnt? Its too late. What if you had looked away or hidden? What if you had kept your hands to your self? Stop questioning.

I know this is contorted and you dont understand it.
But you will.

DIFFERENT KINDS OF MUSIC, why?
***It helped me face my emotions, even when thats the last thing I wanted to do. It made me realize there is good in people. It let me relate to myself, its given my the option to express myself. It lead to great things in my life. It made me smile, when every inch of my body was in pain. It lead me to the light. It let me see the connection of all humans, and it lead me to fall in love.

It let me forget my worries, and it reconnected me to people I could have only dreamed of knowing. It found the real me, and its sung songs, that I could have only fantasized about writing.

It let me remember my past, and it held the pieces together. It given me hope, and its made me cry. It created a time capsule, linked to every word.
So, what has music done for me? Well, lets just say, without music, there would be no me, to do anything for.




^^MY BABY^^
His arms,
are my,
protectors.

His smile,
is my,
sun.

His voice,
is my,
lullaby.

His laugh,
is my,
music.

his kindness,
is my,
comfort

His humor,
is my,
Entertainment.

His love,
is all,
I need.




"This is my Baby, name Micah A. Operario.. My Baby is my everything, with him in my life... I have nothing to ask for. He's the All of me.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BABY..
-ang aKing bantay...
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"My favorite lines From the song Fall to pieces By Avril Lavigne..."
"...I dont want to fall to pieces, I just wanna sit and stare at you. I dont want to talk about it...And I dont want a conversation, I just wanna cry in front of you Coz I'm inlove with you...
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^^KOTOBA in english^^
the words you were just about to say
fell softly onto my fingertips
you don’t have to say anything
i’ll clasp your hands tightly and warm it up
because words are words, i can’t express half of the feelings in my heart

it’s so wrenching and irritating as the sunset engulfs the two of us
my heart aches from all the feelings welling up inside of me

if you were to become a traveler
would i be able to wait for you as i do now?
as the seasons change,
even if our memories are to fade
i wouldn’t be able to love someone with all my heart like this

i want to protect the precious you
the two of us are never alone
my heart feels so fragile
and i want you to touch it

it’s so wrenching and irritating that i can’t go home;
i want to keep walking like this
i feel the words from your heart on my fingertips.
(This is For my Baby)