I am Skeptic クリス

NDN, NNHS, NDMU

Omniana (official school paper publication of NDMU), NDMU visual artists' circle

raeding the dictionary, sketching, drawing, playing guitar, singing, writing^^

purpose driven life, lovers and players ^__^

charlie and the chocolate factory, series of misfortunate events, saw 3, a walk to remember, azumi, zatoichi, kungfu hustle, spiderman trilogy

mellow, jazz, rock, soul, pop, rnb, alternative, acoustic, folk, theatrical and love songs

Nat Geo, WWE, Larry King Live, south park, just for laughs, orange county choppers, hanna barbera show, animax, fear factor, art attack

Libra

misunderstood
misjudged
misinterpreted
disappointed
frustrated
dismayed
person
-___-
nonchalant
amidst melancholy
trying to fit in
in this imperfect world
pursuing something
without any prospects
and purpose
facing reality
with one thing in hand..
LOVE
of God and men.
i maybe alone
but being alone
makes me stand off
among others.
what i am now
is the result of my
dispositions and lack
of calculations on
my actions.
puzzled?
feed your innocence.
-___-
am holding a pencil
lookin at the paper
seeing briliance
clearly in a white pad
smooth strokes against
the thin white pad
with the thought of
eagerness in my mind
slowly pressing the pen
unto the pad..
and such time of struggle
am almost finish of
an another magnificence
of art. am an artist
yeah an artist..
-___-
It was 11:00
am still awake
pondering those
that happened
yesterday, this day
early this day
such a feeling
i cant describe
so weird..
"succumb" a word.
first word to remember.
And that starts
insanity into my head
slowly bruising each
and every part of me.
f**k that s**t!
foolish, so stupid!
i hate to think of it.
convert and shift.
smile...sighs
-___-
Half dead, spared..
second chance bonus.
thought twas my time.
that very moment
change my entire life.
made me this way.
not suppose to be.
a close contact to death.
a shock in my entity.
a discomfort feeling
like a tomb in grave.
I merely died.(sighs)
maybe next time
theres no chances.
and am ready.
whatever happens.
-___-
am a failure
a mistake
i dont belong
in this world
its like a torture
living everyday in
frustrations....
disappointments...
what i see, hear,
touch, feel, smell
everything...
am merely denying
my existence
w/out a soul
so cold and dark.
i guess am not that
fortunate.. enough
-___-
Am confused this past days.
I have the same theme
in my dreams.
A memory of the past
that am coping to erase.
Whatever the meaning of this
foolish dreams...
i dont care..
it wont do nothing to what
i am now. Maybe i just have to
let go of some nonsense things.
crap!
-___-
you made your own destiny
every moment in your life
changes your life.
........
regret the past
forget the past
make your self
brand new..
hate those who
mistreated you
prove to them
they're not worth it.
you still have a halflife
use it.
you got to be....
bad
bold
wiser
you got to be...
tough
cruel
stronger
you got to be...
cool
calm
and just..
stick yourself together.

Falling Slowly

Intro: C F Am F F
C F
I don’t know you but I want you
C F
All the more for that
C F
Words fall through me and always fool me
C F
And I can’t react
Am G F G Am
Games that never amount to more than their amount
G F
Will play themselves out
(Chorus)
C G Am
Take this sinking boat and point it home
F
We've still got time
C G F
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
F
You've made it known
C F
Falling slowly, eyes that know me
C F
And I can’t go back
C F
Moods that take me and erase me
C F
And I’m painted black
Am G F G Am
You have suffered enough and warred with yourself
G F
It's time that you won
(Chorus)
C F Am F F
1, 2, 3, 4....
C G Am
Take this sinking boat and point it home
F
We've still got time
C G Am
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
F
You've made it now
C G Am
Falling slowly, sing your melody
F
I'll sing it loud
C G Am F
C F Am F F

ITS NOT WHAT I AM INSIDE BUT
WHAT I DO THAT DEFINES ME...

The Incredible Hulk
^_^