Just looking around

Feb 2004

in your heart

Freelance Lover & Freelance Jongos @ Production Houses

http://profiles.friendster.com/vanillasmile

SD Tarakanita 2, SMPN 56, SMU Muhammadyah 3, FIKOM Moestopo, Eugene Panji's Academy

writer, lover, dreamer, sinner

www.livejournal.com/users/myvanillasmile

psychopath, serial killer, love, smiling faces, movies, photography, art, books, reading, poems, music, caramel machiatto

dictionary (can't live without it!), veronika decides to die, sophie's world, enid blyton's childrens books, supernova, pagina kosong, ayu utami, djenar maesa ayu, buku2 Seno Gumira Ajidhrama

boys, who's eating gilbert's grape, forrest gump, you've got mail, boys don't cry, my best friend's wedding, about a boy, unconditional love, i am sam, love actually, four wedding n a funeral, dying young, memento, transpotting, great expectation, girl interrupted, se7en, fight club, 25th hour, one hour photo, american beauty, last life on the universe

the cure, pulp, suede, blur, stone roses, muse, mew, morrissey, hyde, l'arch n ciel, lightning seeds, jamiroquai, maroon5, the rasmus, new order, U2, naif, depeche mode, the white stripes, OMD, duran-duran

malcom in the middle, sex & the city, friends, ally mcbeal, that 70's show, mr bean, ordinary people, charmed

Pisces

CAUTION! A DEMONIC ANGEL INSIDE! A SUGAR COATED ICEBERG, INSTEAD!

i am a nice little psychotic girl with dreams and an animated world of my own. i am indifferent, i am flat, i am a daydremer, i am a siner, i am a lover, i am a bigotry, i am unintended. I am a natural killer, i have a strange disguise... And i am cold as vanilla, i have that look in my eyes... i have no feelings & got nothing on my mind, so i am the thorn in your side! I AM COMPLICATEDLY SIMPLE, should know me deeper to see me as a person!

"There's something beating here inside my body and it's called a heart. You know how easy it is to tear it apart. If I lend it to you, would you keep it safe for me? I'll lend it to you, will you treat it tenderly? There's something beating here inside my body And it's called a heart. Hearts can never be owned. Hearts only come on loan, If I want it back,I will take it back. I'll take my heart.But I will try my best And more or less I will speak from my heart. There's a lot to be learned. And you learn when your heart gets burned!" fave words from Depeche Mode to describe me!

vanillasmile's out! ask strangeasangel: sindealerangel@yahoo.com

or F.Y.I just check:

-GOD

-Ted Bundy

-24 Hours Party People

-Books Publishers

-People who believe that first and last love is SELF love!

-People who will help me see things in a different light and all the things I detest I will almost like...

-People who will listen to me when I want to speak about the world we live in and life in general though my views may be wrong n they may even be perverted...

-People who'll hear me out and won't easily be converted to my way of thinking, in fact they'll often disagree but at the end of it all they will understand me....